Which one do you dislike more: your upstairs or downstairs?

[Konnor]

Top for me. I'm gay, but I like using my junk for sex. I don't like the reproductive bits on the inside though. But I can live with my junk and just use packers/strap-ons. I can't really do anything to my chest besides bind, and it's still not a male chest. It's good enough for now, but I really hope to get top surgery eventually.

[GnomeKid]

Before top surgery my chest was my #1 priority over hormones ect.  I didn't consciously think about my lower half much besides that I just didn't want to think about or acknowledge it.  Now that the top half situation is resolved though the downstairs is causing more and more chaos in my mind. 

[Tad]

Chest - because I want to be able to walk around shirtless - even if it is with gross scars..

Bottom half I can pretty much ignore.. and a good packy can be used for peeing, packing and play.

I mean I'll get both fixed eventually.. but it's the chest that bothers me most.

[jmaxley]

That's a tough one.  I'm about equally dysphoric on both.  If I had to pick...downstairs.  I may be able to get top surgery one day but I'm not crazy about the bottom surgery results.

[insideontheoutside]

You ever hear a bio guy say something like, "dude it would be so rad to have tits!" I challenge any one who's actually uttered a phrase like that to live with them 24/7. I get zero from having tits. They do nothing for me but annoy the hell out of me. Of course I'm also totally phobic of surgery so I'm stuck with them by my own choice. I'm thankful I didn't get a huge rack like my mom at least. But yeah, I really dislike those things.

As for the bottom half, that's kind of annoying too although what I do have does resemble a small penis. It just doesn't work like everyone elses  I can deal with that a lot more than the top half though.

[RaeLikesTea]

It may be odd, but as much as I hate my lack of penis and presence of chest, I HATE my hips/butt/outer thighs. They're the most obvious of anything on me (I have an AA chest) and make boy's clothes complicated. I'm hoping to get ManSculpture (silly name) by Dr Garramone when I get top surgery.

[Yakshini]

I know it wasn't an option, but insides. I hate my uterus and my ovaries. So few people will ever see my vagina and my love of crossdressing doesn't make me completely abhor my chest, but I hate that I even have to think for a second about getting pregnant, I hate my period, and I hate my female hormones.

[SnailPace]

I will pick downstairs.  Of course, both would be nice to have correct.

When hanging around at home in states of undress it's the improper genitalia that always bothers me.  I find it a little funny when people just refer to it as having "nothing down there".  There is definitely stuff down there and it is wrong.  I don't like the inner or outer labia, they just look bad.  Of course, having a manly chest and female genitalia would be easier for passing, swimming, and all that other good stuff.  However, if I had the choice of having breasts and a working penis, that's the one I would choose. 

Hopefully in the future I can get top and bottom surgery anyways.

[Devyn]

I know it wasn't an option, but insides. I hate my uterus and my ovaries. So few people will ever see my vagina and my love of crossdressing doesn't make me completely abhor my chest, but I hate that I even have to think for a second about getting pregnant, I hate my period, and I hate my female hormones.

Hm, that's a very interesting response. I get where you're coming from.

[JesseA]

my chest. without it, i will be sleek.

[Chamillion]

Before top surgery I hated my chest way more.

[Bagheera]

Upstairs. My moobs are kinda big so I can't really ignore them like I can my downstairs. :/ I don't bind yet either so it's even worse. It also doesn't help when everyone else jokes about how big my chest is and that it causes a lot of "problems".

I hate my downstairs too, for a lot of reasons Elijah already listed. The only difference is I can get top surgery. D: Just gotta learn to live with downstairs (and what lies within).

[Cameron James]

Chest. Definitely. But I'm actually less dysphoric when I don't have clothing on than when I do - I guess clothing just accentuates the things so I bind as a way to fix it.

If I could get surgery it would be top, but I'd be totally comfortable living with a flat chest and female genitalia.

[Silver]

It may be odd, but as much as I hate my lack of penis and presence of chest, I HATE my hips/butt/outer thighs. They're the most obvious of anything on me (I have an AA chest) and make boy's clothes complicated. I'm hoping to get ManSculpture (silly name) by Dr Garramone when I get top surgery.

I have a problem with my hip structure too. Unfortunately, there's nothing you can do about your bone structure. I'm just hoping I'm young enough for my shoulders to widen at least a bit as compensation.

[meh]

Upstairs definitely.

[Electric Wizard]

I dislike my upstairs more. Mostly because of the fact that mine is large. Binding isn't an option for me since, if I want it to work, it is not safe, since it will interfere with my chest expansion during breathing. If I could get top surgery, I could pass very easily. Not to mention I just hate having these things because they're annoying and feel so wrong. I hate the sensation. If anyone asks me whether nipple sensation is important, it will be a resounding "no".

I would like to get metoidioplasty, but I would definitely get the top surgery first and foremost.

[kyril]

If I have to pick just one area of greatest dysphoria, it's my hips/butt/thighs. Especially the thighs, which bothered me before I ever even knew why they were bothering me, back when I wasn't consciously aware that they were sexually-dimorphic and I just knew they were fat. (they weren't fat, at the time, they were almost unhealthy-skinny...for a girl...but that's the problem right there)

[Mark]

definitely downstairs

[Papillon]

Chest, chest, chest.  It is what most defines my body as female, both to me and to others.  I see it every morning in the shower and shudder.  It is also what makes me feel most emasculated.  Genitals I can deal with.  I am gay and enjoy penetrative sex and I am quite pleased that I have a custom-made hole for it.

[Crypt77]

Ha this is a hard question because for me, it changes from time to time! Sometimes I hate my chest more, sometimes I hate what's down there more (and I don't even get periods so wtf right?). So it's kind of strange to some degree. But I guess on most days, especially since I worry about passing, I hate my chest a lot more than what's down there. It's like what some have already said, you can easily hide what's down there, not so much up here.