Breathe (an pointless non rythming poem)

[Raven]

Breathe deep, just breathe, in and out. Calm yourself, I'm in control says I. Thoughts racing, numbness sets in, hands shaking. Breathe in and out, remove the thoughts, store them deep inside put on your happy face and pretend your ok, says I. Stay strong and just breathe, stay away from all things that may bring you distruction, you are not disposable. Breathe in and out, ignore the thought that you can't say or do anything right, ignore how you are worthless, ignore how no one cares, ignore the pain, ignore everything says I. Just breathe.

[V M]

Interesting poem... Sometimes (often) I feel that way... But guess what? You are not worthless and there are folks who care

You have several Bro.s and Sisters here that care about you

So don't let the light go out... The most important person that will care about you and make the biggest difference in your life is you

You are the only you that you have... I am the only me that I have... But here as a trans community we have us

So stay with us

[Janet_Girl]

One thing that you need to understand is regardless who much you feel worthless, there is one person who depends on you more than anyone.  And even if you don't think so that person you see very morning.  In the mirror.  Regardless of how you feel about you, you are the most important person to you.

Hang in there.  And as Virginia said you have many brothers and sisters here who care about you.

[Raven]

I honestly don't know what to say other than thank you both of you. I feel like an idiot for posting this poem last night and idk why I posted it.. I'm still tryin to wrap my head around what yall said because I am having difficulty seeing it but I can say that I am hangin in there somehow and will stay with yall. I forced myself to shower last night and shave my furry legs and not really surprizenly when I accidently cut my ankle it felt good..but that's beside the point.. I guess I'm trying to say I'm hangin in there. *hugs* I gotta stay strong.