I was here for a little while then life went a little haywire for me but i am back now and moving forward with positive things for my future. My head is in a far better place. My parents now know about me [who i really am] although my mum went mad at me for one little thing.... She wanted to know why i didnt tell them many many years ago so they that could have supported me in this. When she started considering my life her memories told her she should have seen it herself at that point she broke down and just cried and held me for the hell she knew i had faced.
42 now and consider myself to be one of the luckiest people in the world having had the opportunity to meet my soul mate in 88 and never let her get away she is now in place where she just supports me and loves me with all her heart. I also have 3 beautiful supportive daughters. The eldest wasn't too shocked. apparently she already knew after catching me once in a dress [ this was an absolute shocker for me. what she said next] she then went on to say " Daddy this is the coolest thing in the world i love have a dad who is out there just being herself". the only confusion was what what they were going to call me we all decided to keep it as daddy for now. Or just Megan which is the name i will eventually change my name to legally.
All the friends that mattered stayed after i showed them the real me at a party i organized for the purpose and to the ones who turned their backs didn't they don't and never did matter.
Well i still have a long way to go, i am still living my working hours as the old me. But everything outside those hours is just all she.
The relief and the lightness of being at just being able to be me is astonishing and begs the question "why did i wait so long" i know the answer, it was fear. But it no longer seems like a valid reason now.
I look forward to sharing and interacting with you all in the future
