You just made the hairs on my arms stand on end, Kylie. Im so happy for you! I know what its like, too. A good friend of mine once made me keep a journal of my thoughts. She didnt know what I would write, but she read it every day, and guided me towards my most problematic thoughts and feelings. I wont go into what I wrote about, because this is your thread, but lets just say youve reminded me of how I felt then. You brought back a trully wonderful feeling 🙂
Congratulations on kicking open those doors in your life 😀
*hugs*