For those on T who had depression and/or anxiety is it now any better?

[cynthialee]

Kyril;
put me in tears to read how you are not suicidal for the first time ever

The reaction we TS/TG folks have to cross sex hormones is the bigest testament to the veracity of our claims. We are the men and women we say we are.
I am so happy for you dude.

Keep truckin',
Cynthia Lee

[Jeatyn]

Kyril that is so awesome, sounds like you desperately needed those correct hormones

[jmaxley]

.... and I've been pretty much continuously suicidal since then. For eight years straight. On "bad" days I literally wanted to die; on "good" days, I mostly wanted to live, but still had intrusive unwanted thoughts of suicide. Most days were bad days.

That sounds a lot like my life right now; been this way for years...antidepressants haven't helped much.  I'm really hoping once I go on T, things will get better.  Even if it could just take the edge off, that would help a lot.