HI ALL!
To kind of start off i was a member of this site a few years ago, but life got rather crazy and my account lapsed. Things are finally stable again so i figured it was time to come back out a bit.
I am a 23 year old man, and i happen to be a cross dresser when the mood strikes. I dont have the desire to be a woman permanently, I see it as being able to escape into another person, kind of like an actor dose for a roll. Ive spent the last 10 years trying to ignore and suppress this side of my self, mostly due to my family's harsh standpoint on it. The last few years ive spent some time in therapy dealing more with the death of my father than anything, i thought i had finally found some normalcy after a while when the want to cross dress seemed to had gone, but after a stint at collage and a new job and new stress the need came back. I continued on in secret for a bit, until my current girlfriend. I had know her for about 4 years and was more then comfortable with her by the time we went out, she was the first person i had told that actually accepted what i was in earnest. we've been together for around 3 months now and have bright plans for the future, she been not only understanding but helpful in alot of ways
Thats my story so far. Hopefully there isnt as much rough roads ahead.
-CR
