I haven't posted on Susan's for awhile. It seems like weeks but I think It's only been a couple of days. Because of recent events (being outed on Susan's) I thought I had to go an see everybody that is close to me and tell them about myself, before someone else did. So here is how it went...
Thursday night, Portland. On a trip to Seattle for fun and to visit with relatives. Heard the news. I was outed on Susan's and that everyone in my family was upset.
Friday, canceled our trip and headed home (220 miles)
Saturday, Packed and got ready for a trip to California to try to explain things to family.
Sunday, drove to Cali. (800 miles ow) Called two of my daughters to ask if they will see me tomorrow with there husbands.
Monday morning, Called Mormon brother , no answer, left message saying would like to meet Wednesday. Called JW brother same thing on answer , left message.
Monday, went to LA, (150 miles rt) met with daughter #1 and husband. It went very well. In fact after everything was said ,she and her husband (she is pregnant BTW, will be our first grandchild) said that they are going to welcome the diversity that this will bring to our family. WOW!! what a great kid.
Monday, night met with daughter #2 and husband. It went very well. They were very understanding and had no problem with it.
Monday night Called both brothers again , still no answer, left another message saying "please call me back". Later that night I get text message from JW brother say "I don't want to talk with you , at this time" . Mormon brother called and said he's busy and can't make time. Called sister who lives in Arizona to ask if I could see her and that I could be there Thursday. No answer left message.
Tuesday went to see parents. (600 miles rt) Meeting got off to a bad start but I think it went very well, I think much better than I imagined. Although allot of damage had been done, by them having heard the news the way that they did, and from some not-so-nice people. I am very hopeful we will get through this and our relationship will continue as it was.
Wednesday, My sister (whom means allot to me) still won't take my calls and will not return them either. I am exhausted. And emotionally drained. I have to take the day off.
Although I drove all this way to meet personally with everyone , one family at a time. I feel I should not waste anymore time here. I need to be with my wife. I will leave tomorrow for Oregon. I will be there soon Mrs Erocse, I LOVE YOU !!!
Anyways that's what I've been up to.
PS. To whoever Outed me. F__K THE HELL OUT OF YOU!!! And the same goes for those who ,can make plenty of time to maliciously run and tell my parents and everyone else, but not have the decency to meet with me.
Oh and thank you, I can now get my ears pierced (asap). I finally am going to get my eyebrows shaped. I have wanted bangs (fringe) for a long time, now I going to get'em, and I can finally stop wearing that f---ing uncomfortable , hot binder
This is the end of my hiatus from Susan's. I will be back posting soon. I just need a little time to get my head clear.
Yours truly Erocse
Ps, to my friends only, Sorry about the language.
