Left second life virtual world for good

[Antonia]

Hi,
I'm a bit sad tonight, been using second life for quite a while, it started to make me unwell.
I think of myself as a loving and kind person and can't quite understand why so many people where absolutely
horrible to me. People who say there friends but don't come on for weeks, people who think that there real life
is separate from there second life. People who fallout with you who come back as an alt to just mess you about,
it was  costing me quite a lot of money and i found it addictive.
So it looks like you've probably got me a bit more now at susans but its going to take a little time to recover from the emotional mess second life was getting me into.

hugs Antonia xxx

[spacial]

Good for you Antonia. Don't let people mess you around.

I did try Second Life, breifly, when it first started, but couldn't get into it.

There's loads of online games around, costing nothing at all.

Take care love.

[Antonia]

hi Spacial

thank you for the support

hugs Antonia xxx

[Megan]

I love Second Life... TRC is awesome!

whoop whoop

yeah i guess the real life STRENGTH connection is never there, but you come to assume that in 1st place.

while susans, are the same people, over a long time

while second life feels more natural to me, because i can speak to people quickly, have friends  (they come and go) but like any other virtual world

i make friends i lose them in time

probably made about 3 connections in Second Life I will never forget (a girl i met at a geisha club in 2008, she showed me the world of SL... a patron at a virtual strip club whom we had a bond for about 2 months strong as hell early 2009, a recent TG girl now whom is awesome)... and random characters like a psychic woman who told me I'll be a star, it's just so awesome that my second life all together could make a film. Then I was building a strip club to compete with 2009 biggest strip club owner, leave unnamed, but she was a hardcore mean... conversations i remember well

but before SL, I was on Guild Wars and it was fun... but it didn't had the connection like i had on second life

i was also on Entropia Online, but that lack the fun too....

ehh whatever... second life is fun

I explored myself, feminine aspect of myself which i never done in real life. 

those were some awesome times....

here's my second life in a nutshell

I arrived there as a geisha, went through a lot of training, then told the okiya owner some truths about myself, me and that one girl I mentioned above travel to get me a second life job. Then I was a hostess at a jazz bar, lame money 200 lindens per hour, then I went to become a stripper at a Japanese strip club (no clients it closed down; it was slowly taking me to the adult aspect of second life). Then after that I went to the head strip club of second life at that time, it was an island based place, had a cute avatar and all. Me and that one girl (from the geisha place) slowly drifted apart, but months later when I the BEST stripper of second life (I made like 20 k Lindens per night. it was 2008 when the market was hot)... I realize she followed behind me. Then in January I made a strip club, the plan fail through, I kind of quit/roam around second life without inspiration to get to it. Then I made a semi comback as a stripper, but then I quited during the summer of 2009, then I regain the strength to come back in 2010 but then I was more discovering my feminine as a female. So I just talk about tg stuff.

add in the psychic stuff, mystical temples, a love romance thing for a few days, lots of romance, group sessions, meeting wicca people...

ye ye

[spacial]

I don't play online ganes as much as I use to. Currently, I have some characters in Metin2. It's a reasonably interesting pasttime. But so much better with others.