For me, passing was (is) everything...
And once you pass as a woman in your own right, then it becomes far less stressful--and far easier to relax and just be yourself--and you pass with no effort...and LIVE as was meant to be.
Still, I envy you being able to do so at a young age!
Wait for the end of the first year (it will keep getting better and better!)...
Enjoy it....I know I did...and still do....