Starting over! Innies&Outties!

[Jillieann Rose]

Oh Colleen keep your hopes up girl.
Don't give up on getting the car Friday, not yet anyway.
Hugs
Jillieann

[Glenn]

Okay here is a spoiler for you all. So you know what Colleen is getting into. 
My apartment like myself is in transition.  From Male 2 female.  The collection of swords will come down as the place is repainted and I find my female taste and style. Some of that is already happening.   But this is the result of a days hard work changing things around and feminizing the living room and dinning room.


Dinning room.


From the door.





They say men have less clutter well it isn't true.  Between the room I have emptied for Colleen and the re doing my living room and dinning room. Half a dumpster got filled with man junk.

Well Colleen welcome home. 


Hugs all
Simone

[Colleen Ireland]

OMG, Simone, it's wonderful!  THANK you for those pictures!  It really helps.  Makes it less scary for me.  You are so thoughtful.  I am looking forward to rooming with you. 

(and BTW, I think we can do a "little" better for a TV.  I'll bring something...)

[Glenn]

Super and we can get a wee and do dance for fitness!

Drop me a phone call will you Colleen!

Oh in the way of an interesting story.

I went to a movie "The year of the witch" with another trans girl and her friend. It's an interesting move but of course it has it's scary parts and I a "Gasp and jump girl" so when the bridge collapses and  they all almost fall to they're deaths, when the pack of wolfs turns into demon dogs and attacks them etc I gasp and jump a little. 
After the movie in tim hortons for a coffee. Two milk two sweetner. My friend says to me.  Wow I thought you were going to scream a few times in there. 
I could feel my face turn red and had nothing to reply with to that or how to justify it.  So after a moments pause I said.
No I only scream when I orgasm dear.
There was laughter.

hugs all
Simone.

[Colleen Ireland]

Drop me a phone call will you Colleen!

I'll call ya tomorrow.  Let me know if there's any time you won't be in.

[Glenn]

Well as many of you have read these last few days have been a massive clean up at my place. While going through boxes of pictures I came across a picture of me around age 14.  Probably about the time my parents caught me cross dressing and the beginning of my repressing who I really was.  Yes you will note I was wearing my sisters jeans and a blouse.  yeah those are small breasts that I told you I had developed.

Funny thing is my mom remembers seeing the picture when it was developed she says she remembers thinking how much I looked like a girl back then.  Gee thanks mom.  To bad you didn't say it was okay way back then! I'd never have grown facial hair and be just fine now. Oh well here's the picture.



love and hugs
Simone.

[Colleen Ireland]

To bad you didn't say it was okay way back then! I'd never have grown facial hair and be just fine now. Oh well here's the picture.

Great picture... OMG you were cute!  Definitely a girl.  And, if you'd transitioned way back then, you probably wouldn't have met me.  My loss.

[A]

Sigh, some things are better not thought about.

[Jillieann Rose]

Your right A. The past is gone.
So what if doesn't do any good.
We need to look to the present and future.
But you were cute Simone.
And Colleens right you won't have met her, me or many of the other people here at Susan's 
And you won't be the wonderful person you are now that has made a differents in our lives.
Hugs,
Jillieann

[annette]

Hi Simone

You were so cute on this picture.
But, the past has made us what we are today, and today you're such a nice and encouring woman (maybe because of the past)
When we are looking to old pictures, we think....if...as...maybe....., but remember, every minute you grieve of the past, will be deducted of your future.
So, enjoy what you are today, a lady with a great character, with a lot of friends.

lots of love
annette

[Glenn]

I agree with all of you and understand what you are saying. 

Still  I wish I could go back in time, stand there and says Mom Dad I wanna be a girl and have them actually listen at that age.

Life is short and what we make of it, so I'm making me now.  When I'm done working on it I'm going to be the sexist old lady in the trailer park  

Hugs Everyone
Simone.

[Mrs Erocse]

Simone,

Thanks for posting all of the pictures. Wow you do look so cute in that picture.

The past is a foundation for the our future. It doesn't hurt to inspect the foundation every once in awhile. (Roxy's line )

It is really nice that you and Colleen will enjoy each other's friendship now. We look forward to hearing about your antics and episodes.

Many Hugs.
Patty & Roxy

[Jillieann Rose]

When I'm done working on it I'm going to be the sexist old lady in the trailer park

Will see what Colleen has to say about that Simone. 
Hugs,
Jillieann

[Colleen Ireland]

Well, I think I'm sexier, and I'm definitely older, so... 

I got home fine, sis (she worries about me...)

[Jillieann Rose]

I got home fine, sis (she worries about me...)

That's good.
Our the roads are bad over here too.
Snowing and slipper around here and cold.
Was out with my wife an hour ago doing the normal grocery shopping run.
So girls, which of the 2 of you are sexier?

Sorry don't answer that. I'm in one of those moods.

Glad all is working out far as the room for Colleen.
I'm sure it is a big burden off her back.

Hugs,
Jillieann

[Glenn]

okay okay okay.  Well for the question of.

So girls, which of the 2 of you are sexier?
Jillieann

Well we were both in man mode today Colleen had just had her Lazer treatments the other day so she had to let her beard grow for a few days to give her skin a rest.  So since she felt uncomfortable with it. I let my beard grow a day as well. So she wouldn't feel so bad.

As for the sexiest.  Well I dun live in a trailer park yet.  But as it goes.  Think Lavern and Shirley. Shirley older and fatter and Lavern older taller and more filled out.

Then decide for yourself!

Hugs all
Simone.

[Jillieann Rose]

I think you make a great pair Simone and Colleen.
Loved Lavern and Shirley they were both are ... aw...  they were cute.
Sis I do know
both of you are very beautiful people.
Hugs,
Jillieann

[Colleen Ireland]

Aw, thanks, sis.  Can't wait to come down and meet you!

[Make_It_Good]

Okay be still my heart.
Did anyone just see the hunk that posted in my thread?

Thank you so much for your kind words Make_It_Good

Simone

Oh, I did, I did, I did see the hunk that posted in my thread.
He's so cute.

Hahaha, thanks, that was very unexpected but I consider it a great compliment coming from you ladies :p

Simone, you look like a completely bio, happy young girl in that picture. I agree with what the other women have said about that picture before me, but thought Id give my input anyway!

Im happy to read about the positive progress in your storie Simone.
(P.s I know someone callled Simone, who married a guy with the surname Simone. Shes now Simone Simone!)


Kyle

[Glenn]

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LOOK HE CAME BACK!


Thanks Dear, You are such a Cutie.

Well This weekend has been productive.  Colleen came on Saturday, She got the tour of the Apartment and then the tour of town. We stopped in at A&W and got two momma burgers for 4 dollars. Then headed home where we split a diet Pepsi and each had a momma burger. She measured out her room and will be moving in next weekend.  Today I spend the day cleaning out the second room that will be renting to Dee another Trans-woman.
I made 12 trips to value village to drop off 10 years of man gear today.  Threw away a load of stuff on top of that. The room that was the former Workshop/Storage room is ready to have it's walls washed. and prepped for new paint. So first thing in the morning I am washing walls. Then it's off to Value village to drop off my last load of man junk.

At around 1-130 Pm Dee will be coming over to see the place.  Somewhere around 2:30 -3:00 I have to drive to Guelph to pick up another Trans-woman friend for a shopping trip. Plus I promised to cook her a home made meal. Since she doesn't often get good home cooking.

Tuesday I go to buy paint. I paint the two rooms.

After that I can work on getting my volunteer work set up and my CAMH papers in. Saturday we move Colleen into the apartment.

Sunday I collapse in a heap on the couch. Colleen makes PBJ  sandwiches for dinner and I fail to move until I recover from the last two weeks of madness

Hugs all love ya!
Simone.