I haven't been on here for a while but I just started coming back...anyways, my mom said when I turn sixteen she would take me to get checked so I can go on a pill for that time of month so it doesn't last so long. I'm old enough to now so I asked her when she would take me. I asked what they do and she told me they get some cells or whatever to make sure you don't got cancer or anything. She told me that a while ago and I thought I could handle that, I would just talk to them about how I'm VERY uncomfortable about that part of me and stuff. BUt then she told me that they feel around up inside to make sure everything is good like the uterus and stuff. THat made me wanna throw up. Not just the part with them feeling all that, but just the thought that I don't feel comfortable bout thinking how I have all that stuff. ANd if I was just born a boy then I wouldn't need to deal with it. THEn I got all blah blah feeling (you know dysphoric and depressed and stuff, even more then I've been) so anyways...do you guys know if there's anything that I could take and don't need to go through all that?
