Well it's Christmas so I was trying to put my transgendered feelings of wanting to be male out of my head for now. So today my sister said "let's go shopping" and I'm like okay whatever. I needed a couple of pairs of jeans anyways. I think this is proof I am trans though. I was looking at the guys' clothes side. I knew I couldn't go and try some on because my sis was right there, also I don't nearly pass as male AT ALL. So I thought "fine, I'll get it over with and try on the girls jeans my sister picked out for me". And when I put them on...I just...I don't know. I wanted more than anything to take them off and get a guys pair of jeans. Then my sister came with some tank tops and said "these are cute, here, try these on!" I was ready to break down. Maybe it was because of my long day and lack of sleep in general but I've never felt this way about clothing before. I think I am transgendered. I am going to book an appointment with my family doctor after the Christmas holidays and get things straightened out. And in the shower I wish that my chest was gone and I had something inbetween my legs. I dunno. I need help though, that's one thing I DO know. I posted this on here because I needed some encouragement/support and just people to listen to me and understand me.
