Okay I'm really in a bad way about this whole subject at the moment and have just had on of those GD full force, right between the eyes episodes so please be gentle with me.

I have been having IPL for 10 months now and in general it has gone okay but my top lip is a constant problem area, we tried upping the power and this didn't go well and I got a blister which has turned into a scar! So a couple of months ago she tried laser which hurt like all hell but I thought had been quite effective but when I went today, the skin doc was concerned that the skin was in danger of getting perma damage so wanted to go back to IPL permanently (she had said two months ago that IPL wasn't working!!!!) Anyhow long story short I'm not going back there as I'm at least going to get a second opinion on this as I really need to get results (I'm supposed to be going f/t next month!!

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One of the problems that I have is redness on the top lip area as all of this hair removal has left it even more sensitive than ever, which of course looks like shadow even though I have had a really really close shave. So my plan is to give it a month to let the skin settle as I do think that she has damaged it, use a lightening gel (Jan Marini) and then try either Lightsheer laser which I've heard really good things about or go somwhere that will give me an anesthetic and really go to town with electro.
I really have tried to get things right as far as transition goes and it's heartbreaking that despite all of my efforts, this one thing will be like a bloody great beacon saying 'Look at me! right here, hairy trans person!'
Any advice would be greatly apprieciated, even if it's not what I want to hear.