Hi, this is probably going to be a long one, so here goes.
My real name is David jones from the u.k. And I'm younger. When I was 5 I came to wear a pair of my mums heels. At the time I would on probably put a pair of pantyhose and heels on, by the age of 9 do this would result in me becoming erect. From the age of 11 my feeling towered wearing the clothes significantly changed as puberty was kicking in. I started to actually think, feel and want to be a girl, when ever my mum would go out I would put on her clothes, some transexual porn and masturbate and reguarly insert my mums dildo into my anus (cleaned it first). When I was 12 me and my best friend started to do sexual acts toasted each other, it started of that we would masturbate each other and eventually ended up us having full gay anal sex, with me being bottom. However I have not even told him about my transgender feelings. I would really like my family to know but they would react very badly to it. I would love to start taking female hormones to develop breasts. So I came to this forum to take this identity and for people to help me along my journey. My dream is to one day walk down town wearing a pair of fishnet pantyhose, 6" stilettos, covered in fake tan and make up with a lovely man holding my hand.xxxx

and to then sit on the sofa with him and to make love, that would be the best day of my life