I'm in a really hard situation right now. I was in law school, living in another city, far from my family and starting my transition (I started living as a man in June and was in therapy). But all went wrong. I have bipolar disorder (like I mentioned in some other post) and I got really sick, quit school and went back to my family's house. Then my family said I couldn't live with them and wanting to be a man, they wouldn't accept it. I went back again to college but like 5 days later I got pretty bad and was put in a mental institution where I spent the worst days of my life.
This time I left college and moved back with my father but He lives in a very small and poor city and I don't wanna live there. I had to solve some problems at school and traveled back. After that I came to my aunt's house (the same one Who told me I couldn't live with them).
A few days ago I had a little argument with my dad and decided I wouldn't live with him. But my aunt had been pretty clear about not wanting me living with her. So, basically, I don't have anywhere else to go.
And, finally, there's another problem: I want to study something else. I don't wanna go to law school anymore, I'm more into Social Science now, and that's also a problem 'cause I'll only be able to start studying that in 2012, at least.
Now I'm thinking about move again to the city I used to live and find a job, till 2012 when I plann to start college again but my family will say a lot of things 'cause I had a lot of moves this year. I really don't know what to do. Is there a light? And I don't wanna be some kind of bitch who does whatever he wants when he pleases, but I'm starting to feel like that.
