in the past few months i've had a lot of bottom dysphoria, but i've never let that keep me from jerking off. i would go crazy if i didn't, so i had to learn the hard way to accept the fact that i was born with some things and lacking others. don't get me wrong, when i see someone i find attractive i'm always disappointed that for now i can't get a hardon. but that's just it - it's only for now. i don't know what i'm more excited for with T, my voice dropping, or dick growth haha