Hi, Melody. As you know, I'm right behind you. Stay strong, girl, you know there was no other way. Yes, it's sad, but the happiness will come. I know it will. My therapist said "Rebirth is often as painful as it is enlivening." All we can do is keep putting one foot in front of the other, one step at a time. And not look too far towards the horizon, because what we think we see there is often not what is there. We can see it more clearly as we move forward. Hugs to you, girl.