I don't know what to do, nor entirely how to feel. I've got levels of consciousness/thought going, I'm andro, and other levels saying I'm trans-masculine, and that lowest level in my consciousness saying I'm just a wannabe tomboy, and it's getting very confusing. I do try to ignore my lowest level, but that brings me to another problem -which is about "coming out".
I don't know if I should. Should I wait until my brain orders things out (if it ever will?). I had previous thought that I would 'come out' when I reached university (next year) -new start and everything. But then, it's starting to get to me the way my mother calls me a 'girl'. I recently brought this shirt that I liked, and she wanted to see it. She then asked my where I got it from. A men's store, I replied. And then she told me I have to buy clothes from a women's store...
Back to the university bit, the main reason why I'm thinking about then is because I currently go to a single-sex, girls school. Amazingly, it turned out that I told my school principal of my state first, which was one of many reasons why my principal is allowing me to wear pants during the summer (pants are supposed to only be worn in the winter) So, already, I'm deviating from other students...but...I just don't know...
