Hello everybody, how's it going?
Anyways, I'm posting right now as a "confused male". Ever since I was a little boy, I always identified myself as a male, but I did think something there might've been something different with me. It seems as though my body does agree with me as I possess some not so male like qualities. For instance, though 5'7 isn't tremendously short, it is below average. I have very shortish hands compared to other males, a very very small waist of 26-27 inches (I am working out now, and I want to go from 115 to 130ish pounds). My hips and chest are both 32-33 inches, which is very short, but if I did decide to do HRT, I imagine my Chest-Waist-Hip ratio would change pretty drastically. I'm not too sure if my face looks that feminine, but I do like my face enough as it is.
Another aspect of me is that I pretty much have the personality of a stereotypical female moreso than a stereotypical male. As an example, I love to have strong relationships with others, and am pretty known to be an extremely kind individual. Obviously guys can be very nice too, but I'm just talking stereotypes here
I also cry a lot more than the average male, espicially during sadish movies. Also most importantly, I don't want to be the one who has to pay for the dates
Anyways about me, I love to write, and I eventually want to write a novel I've been creating in my mind. Currently single and am 19 (going onto 20 in March).
It's not that I HATE being male, but I would definately rather have been born a female instead.
Thanks for reading if you read this until the end and I look forward to some future conversations!
