Confusion about which gender I am?

[Cody Jensen]

One day my heart will say girl but my head will say boy and the next day it will be opposite. It's driving me crazy. Correct me if I am wrong because I am not very good with terminology..I think at the moment I would fall under "androgyne" right? Anyways all this confusion is driving me INSANE. I just want to know WHICH GENDER I AM, and if I need to, then transition and not have any regrets!! Honestly it's getting so bad I had suicide thoughts about it all day today! I have a therapy appointment scheduled for next week. As most of you know I haven't come out yet. I feel I don't have anyone I can talk to in person expcept for my MTF cousin which I am scared to come out to because I don't think she'll take it seriously and she might think I'm joking. Will therapy help me figure out who I am? Is there some sort of way I casn find out myself who I am? Please help... 

[Nygeel]

You could be "bigender" and have two sort of polar gender identities at various times. Therapy might help, self exploration might help, talking to other people with various identities that don't fit what most consider binary might help. The problem is those are all "mights" and not "will."

[Emerald]

One day my heart will say girl but my head will say boy and the next day it will be opposite.

Bigenders change gender, alternate between masculine and feminine states of being.
Androgynes are stable, neither predominately masculine nor predominately feminine.

-Emerald

[Trans Truth]

I agree that you are likely to be bigender.