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Started by KamAus, February 23, 2011, 09:07:57 PM

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Had my fourth injection today. My doctor said he could tell straight away my voice has dropped somewhat. Then he was joking around and trying to copy my voice but he was deepening his. Lol, made my day. It's kind of surprising though seeing as though I've only had 4 shots up to now and its already dropping. It had been  cracking so much the past two weeks that I was getting laughed at by my mother and sister. It got to the point where I couldn't even make out certain words. But I've also been told by my mates that my voice is either different or very rusty. The only thing is I'm not noticing myself, only a little but not much. I had some voice comparisons on my iphone that I'm trying to figure how to get on my comp but listening back to my pre-t voice I am now noticing a huge difference. It's quite exciting.

Some other changes that I've noticed are my sleeping patterns. They used to be so bad where I couldn't get a good nights rest and I would always wake up and not be able to get back to sleep. Now when I go to bed I'm out all night so I'm getting a good night's rest and I feel that is definitely a positive.

Sex drive - before T, I never had much of a sex drive. I didn't even like the idea of sex lol. I thought I was asexual or something. But now it's crazy, it's gone up heaps. So many times during the day I get aroused. I see a bit of cleavage on a woman on a tv show, I'm gone. And the thing is I always considered myself gay coz I preferred men. My mate has been telling me to just go with it, but this is very weird for me. I don't mind it but it's very awkward sometimes. Even sexual words/body parts get me aroused. I was seeing my counsellor two days ago and I was telling her about it. She asked me a question which made me think. She asked that when I thought about men was it in my mind or downstairs and I'm like in my mind. Then she asked what about women? I'm like downstairs... she said females think about sex and stuff in their minds, its how it works for them whereas males think through their...you know. She found it very interesting, even I did. Even the thought of starting up a relationship with a woman makes me feel good, like I can see it. It may sound weird lol.

Still more hair just growing everywhere. Not alot of changes, but a few thats very noticeable. I'm still adjusting myself to it all but in a way it also feels normal if that makes sense. Like its a part of me now.

Just thought I'd give you guys and update.


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