My admiration. I've been fighting on my end for many people's rights, but infortunately one day I've realized: no one was fighting for mine. I was a woman, white, transgender, I got it from many minoritires, really for no reason - I wasn't even born in this country. Many an African male pushed me and stepped on me, when I went to the housing court, my file was mixed in with an Irish's person file, the judge, a mix, spoke to me horribly, made fun of my accent and forced me to take a translator. My ideas were stolen from under me, Spanish guys on the street called women who got in their way (they were walking like a thousand miles an hour) bitches and hoes. When I stood up for my rights, they pushed me aside so I almost fell and said ">-bleeped-<ing white hoe." When I spoke back -they said they had more rights because they were born in this country adn I wasn't. In my neighborhood, the music plays on Sundays, the content is "get that hoe" "bitches are out of control." The name of the singers are many, but the style is one: rap. "Hoes should know their places" is the discussion by the local supermarket. This "white hoe" who is also a boy, coming in gets her/his way blocked. They rub against me. I can't say anything back, when I tried, do you know what they said to me? "What happened, are you a racist?"
"No, " I responded. "Your violating my right to privacy and freedom of being touched has no connection of my discrimination against you on the factor of your race. Besides, I still don't have to mate with you, because not being a racist does not regulate my sexual preferences."
Or does it now? Many girls I know I forced to date black guys to avoid the charge of racism. Why do I say forced? Because I have girlfriends that got pressured into dating black men...simply because they were black! "How can you decieve both yourself and him?" - I say. She responds: "Oh it doesn't matter..."
When this happens, I believe it is a sign of outright taking of advantage of what MLK has never intended. Regardless of his intent or not, I don't owe anyone anything of a positive action. \MY DUTY IS ONLY TO REFRAIN FROM NEGATIVE ACTION. But here violence is conducted against me. Neither I nor my parents came to this country for that.
I protest.
And I will make my voice heard.