Knew I wanted to be male or whatever... and wanted the operations since i was 7, 8? Didn't really think it wa a feasible option with my family.. til I eally stopped to consider gender idenitty this past summer, and realize how fed up I was.. and realized changes needed to be made.. So I guess I decided to accept that I was transexual last summer.
I'd kinda been living part time ->-bleeped-<- most of my life without knowing it (going in the boys groups and not telling the adults I was a girl, letting people I believe I was a boy, etc. through a good portion of my childhood.. always thinking that I was suited to be a boy, dressing male, cutting my hair male, doing the guy acticities.. people always mistaking me for a boy through my teenage years.. then into failed girl mode in my 20-21 then back to ->-bleeped-<- mode.. haha.