found my self wanting more

[Marie Sue S]

Hello

well so far my cross dressing has been panties.Ordered my first bra`s this week.yesterday here i am looking at skirts tank tops.never do that be for even found a skirt i realty liked.
as for now i would only ever wear these thing at home.i have no desire to go all the way at this point.i am not very out going try very hard to keep the spot light of me.

i  am i kidding my self or can this be enough?

Hug's & kisses
Marie Sue

[tekla]

There is a whole range and spectrum from wears a little something once in a while to 24/7. 

[Marie Sue S]

i know that what scares me.
i am pretty sure it got my wife scared also.


H & K
Marie Sue

[tekla]

It's always hard to say, except in retrospect.  Somethings you do once, like me skydiving, after the first time I was pretty much all over jumping out of a perfectly functioning airplane, but others hit the ground and sign up for the full set of classes.  You don't know until you go (my grandma).

[Marie Sue S]

Thank you Tekla
i am so glad i found this forum.
i sure it will help me be happier in the long run

H & K
Marie Sue

[Marie Sue S]

hello all
just as i thought i found what i wanted slam went the door and my wife said in no Unser ton  terms no bra it to much she is not a  lesbian.then like always discussion over.
she thinks it my antidepressant med that are making me have these thoughts.
i don't want to be come a female just a little more feminine man.
is that such a terrible thing?
i am going to see my Dr. tomorrow and it all coming out .
may be i should be seeing a therapist?
all i know for sure is i don`t know who i am any more i just hate who i am now.
any ideas?


Marie Sue

[Jilmac]

I can personally say from my own experience that the urge to want more never goes away. I have been dressing for many years, have a full wardrobe of women's clothes, shoes, makeup and accessories, and still don't have enough. I love to dress and go out in public and be treated like a lady. I think the enjoyment I get from dressing is what makes me want more.

[Susan Baum]

Hi, Marie Sue
I'm sorry you got the hateful and homophobic reaction you did from your wife. 

The reactions of wives (or husbands) of crossdressers of both birth genders do run the gamut from A to Zed.  I came out to the girl I loved early in our relationship and she was more than supportive - often enthusiastically encouraging.  Whether it was a quiet evening in, out on the town, shopping together or anything else, we thoroughly enjoyed our times together either as sisters or man and wife. 

I can personally say from my own experience that the urge to want more never goes away.

Truer words have never been said. 
It may, perhaps, take her some time to come to terms with Marie Sue but she may have to.  There are countless stories about purges and returning but I can't think of many purges which withstood one's desire to feel as good as possible and not be forever miserable. 

Susan