Nope. Though I had always hated my name, but then it was also my father's name too, and I hated him, even then I could never think of me as having another name, not for a while. I only desired a name change once I knew what my path would be, one of my steps to becoming the real me, then I found a name that I liked, that I had been pondering for some years and went with that, and I like my name now, its me.