reality hurts good

[inna]

Inna, a new girl, or is she?
In fact I am an old soul and used to frequent here very often but lately have gone through period of time where continuously, my inner self had to sort things out. I have made a pilgrimage to San Francisco, to visit with Dr.O, and get a better idea on my, hopefully near future. Without miracles, this would have been pretty tough reality, without resources and broken, I could only dream of the day I would feel complete. But, I now know beyond doubt and belief that miracles do happen every day, it is up to us to notice. I write in my diary of the events pertaining to the trip: https://sites.google.com/site/alexiasdiary/24-revelation . Since the decision to transition instead of quick end, I kept a name I so related to but wasn't able to embrace as my own until now. INNA, means "different" in my native tongue and "Strong water" in names description. I relate to both and somehow feel this is "I" entirely. Inna is the girl formerly known as Alexia, the name which will resonate with me til the end, even though dim and distant Alexia shall remain a beacon of hope from my distant beginnings, as I go on.