Hello... an Introduction

[Jenn]

Hi!: Im so gad to be here So many questions and emotions running around inside of me it makes my head swim!  I am a 53 year old Eunuch. I have been a eunuch for 5 years now.  I was on testosterone, but it kept me toooooooooooo agressive and toooo intune with un-refined sexual urges and feelings . I was castrated to be rid of the heavy heavy sexual thinking and drive that hindures my peace and serenity.  I am in therapy and am looking to female transformation to rid myself of all the male feelings and male thinking as well as the male form.  My therapist suggested this place for help before I begin any kind of hormone therapy. He has taken me off of the male hormones for the next several months.  I have no family and I am self employed so thise issues are set aside for now.  I like female atire, motions, intuition, sensitivity, soft things, and I love shopping. LOL  I just wanted to say hello and to get to know the people here.
Thank you and be weill, Jenn

[stephanie_craxford]

Hello and welcome Jenn.

I think that you will find Susan's to be a very friendly and accepting place.  There is lots of information to digest here, so feel free to browse around, and be sure to look at the Wiki and Library, as there is a wealth of information there.  Also be sure to read and abide by the rules.  So relax and enjoy your stay here.

You mentioned a couple of points in your intro...

He has taken me off of the male hormones for the next several months.

I'm not clear on this as I'm obviously do not know your situation, but wouldn't you have been on female hormones to help rid you of the

heavy heavy sexual thinking and drive that hindures my peace and serenity

doesn't taking male hormones in your case defeat the purpose of castration?

Also it's interesting that your therapist referred you to Susan's before starting HRT did he say why?  Is he doing it for his benefit or your benefit?

Anyway, again welcome to Susan's and don't be afraid to take part in the forums, and start some new topics yourself.

Chat later,

Steph

[beth]

hello Jenn,


                  welcome to Susan's. this is a great place to come to be among friends and discuss gender related topics. i'm not sure i'm right but i assume you were on testosterone replacement because you were castrated? how long have you had the likeness for female atire, motions etc.? i'm just wondering if this is this recent or something life long?

"I am in therapy and am looking to female transformation to rid myself of all the male feelings and male thinking as well as the male form." 

i'm not sure what female transformation is. transitioning to female is a change in atire, movements, voice etc and a change in form (SRS) . this is usually for those that feel and think as a woman but have a male body.

i hope you find the answers you are seeking here, everyone here is helpful in so many ways and there is lots of information in the Wiki and Susan's main page.

beth

[Shelley]

Hi Jenn,

Welcome to Susan's. That's one very switched on therapist you have there. As Beth and Steph said you will find the people here friendly and supportive. I think you'll also find joining into the forums an educational and enlightening experience. On that subject the WIKI will probably also be helpful.

Good luck on your journey of self enlightenment.

Shelley