OK, like EVERY ONE already said you look fantabulous!
But here also a word of caution that comes to mind. It fits in with what you mentioned about being maltreated, AND STILL SO RIGHT NOW!
A lot of us, due to our condition (girl inside), often only later realized by others, never mind self, are prone to look for love where all me get is more and more of same rejection!
A vicious circle and not at all easy to break. Not trying to step to close here, but how come your bf leaves you exposed to such abuse?!
It is a crying shame but probably you don't expect much better, only wish is was not so? Like "it always happens to me" – thing.
If so, you have to work on this and step out of this circle of abuse. Lest you wind up one very angry and yet more abused girl. What horrible thought.
You do look absolutely stunning! You are still very young so much the better, but if getting lots of grief it would show soon and what a shame it would be!
We're all on your side, but you also have to wake up and get smart about how to survive best possible in this MtF scenario.
Lots of folks just have one VERY hard time to accept "us" and like to see us in rags rather and look ugly, then being trans.
Also being so good looking gets a lot of GGs hackles up. They are prone to get jealous, defensive and wish you the worst. Welcome to femme-land, we're all too human GG, TG, et al.
Feeling for you, but you need to find ways to move ahead and out of this mess.
Big hug,
Axelle