I honestly feel a bit contradictive about myself, considering the balance of both masculine and feminine at the same time... I will say, my masculinity is dominant, though it can shift everywhere in between. Honestly, its very confusing. I had been suppressing my masculinity very much these past couple of years, which has been very unpleasant. I have stopped doing this this past year. I can't choose one or the other, because it would be as if I were to choose some limbs and leave the rest behind. Impossible, because it is all, in the end, the sum of me.
I feel as if I should have been born intersexed.