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Title: Hello from (around) Vancouver Canada
Post by: spinach on August 12, 2010, 02:30:24 AM
Post by: spinach on August 12, 2010, 02:30:24 AM
Hello everyone.
I am younger guy and since I was about 14 I have started to feel as if I am in the wrong gender.
My parents are pretty Negative about the whole LGBT idea so nor them or anyone else knows my secret.
I can remember bits of my childhood where I would want to play with my sisters babies and dress up my teddy bear.
I have never truly been "one of the guys" and I have few friends (home schooled since the end of middle school) so I am a pretty to myself shy person.
I started to have the feeling I wasn't in the right body when I was 14 but doing my research (computer geek :P) I have seen most people know from when they are very young.
When everyone is out of the house for a good period of time I will dress up in my sisters clothing and once I had even done my hair (pretty hard with short hair) and put makeup on. (sparkles are hard to get out afterwards) I felt good about myself though.
I also have to be careful sometimes because I seem to have a somewhat feminine walk when I don't notice.
One last thing is when I masturbate after I "finish" I get a feeling i n my head that I am a guy and the whole wanting to be a girl thing is stupid. But like 5 min later I am in the wrong gender again.
I am soo confused.
I am younger guy and since I was about 14 I have started to feel as if I am in the wrong gender.
My parents are pretty Negative about the whole LGBT idea so nor them or anyone else knows my secret.
I can remember bits of my childhood where I would want to play with my sisters babies and dress up my teddy bear.
I have never truly been "one of the guys" and I have few friends (home schooled since the end of middle school) so I am a pretty to myself shy person.
I started to have the feeling I wasn't in the right body when I was 14 but doing my research (computer geek :P) I have seen most people know from when they are very young.
When everyone is out of the house for a good period of time I will dress up in my sisters clothing and once I had even done my hair (pretty hard with short hair) and put makeup on. (sparkles are hard to get out afterwards) I felt good about myself though.
I also have to be careful sometimes because I seem to have a somewhat feminine walk when I don't notice.
One last thing is when I masturbate after I "finish" I get a feeling i n my head that I am a guy and the whole wanting to be a girl thing is stupid. But like 5 min later I am in the wrong gender again.
I am soo confused.
Title: Re: Hello from (around) Vancouver Canada
Post by: Janet_Girl on August 12, 2010, 11:07:35 AM
Post by: Janet_Girl on August 12, 2010, 11:07:35 AM
Hi spinach, :icon_wave:
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Hugs and Love,
Janet
Welcome to our little family. Over 5500 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion.
Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams. Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.
But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister. :icon_hug:
And be sure to check out these links ( MUST READS )
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Hugs and Love,
Janet
Title: Re: Hello from (around) Vancouver Canada
Post by: Steph on August 12, 2010, 11:42:20 AM
Post by: Steph on August 12, 2010, 11:42:20 AM
Hey there and welcome. A fellow Canuk. I'm in Kingston Ontario. As far as the feelings after masturbation are concerned you may want to start a poll on the subject. I think you would be surprised by the results.
Steph
Steph
Title: Re: Hello from (around) Vancouver Canada
Post by: V M on August 12, 2010, 12:09:57 PM
Post by: V M on August 12, 2010, 12:09:57 PM
Hi Spinach :)
Welcome to Susan's ;D
Welcome to Susan's ;D