Hello everyone.
I am younger guy and since I was about 14 I have started to feel as if I am in the wrong gender.
My parents are pretty
Negative about the whole LGBT idea so nor them or anyone else knows my secret.
I can remember bits of my childhood where I would want to play with my sisters babies and dress up my teddy bear.
I have never truly been "one of the guys" and I have few friends (home schooled since the end of middle school) so I am a pretty to myself shy person.
I started to have the feeling I wasn't in the right body when I was 14 but doing my research (computer geek
) I have seen most people know from when they are very young.
When everyone is out of the house for a good period of time I will dress up in my sisters clothing and once I had even done my hair (pretty hard with short hair) and put makeup on. (sparkles are hard to get out afterwards) I felt good about myself though.
I also have to be careful sometimes because I seem to have a somewhat feminine walk when I don't notice.
One last thing is when I masturbate after I "finish" I get a feeling i n my head that I am a guy and the whole wanting to be a girl thing is stupid. But like 5 min later I am in the wrong gender again.
I am soo confused.
