How you feel in these days? Do you feel somehow escluded by the whole nativity message, or by the fact that this is a family's holiday, and maybe transitioning has lead yo far from your one, or maybe seeing all these happy faces around and suffering inside, maybe if you are not out yet you can't choose your presents, wear your clothes and so on, the whole thing doesn't make you tune your mood right to the tradition, eventually worsening the things?
I want that we share our experience on that.
For me, it's the first time I can think about transition and Xmas at the same time, cause last winter I had other problems to solve and before I didn't even know wich were my problems at all. Family is good. Maybe I feel nativity message a bit too much exaggerated, I feel religion it's more a personal experience, while for the mood, that is my bad point, I have to deal with these aspects alltogheter, kinda make me nervous.
Anyway I'll wish you a merry Xmas, you'll see me around writing strange or intimate post like this even after, also if santa claus brings me a new body (thing that i believe i am not the only one to wish), or if i finally find a work ( that is less good than the first option but better than anything else ).
Merry Xmas
God bless you and may you bring more people happiness as you have brought me today :)
Quote from: Mahsa the disco shark on December 17, 2011, 03:11:26 PM
Aggressive as usual.
Lol
I am worst kind ! Passive aggressiveness, I usually spend days accumulating then blah blah blah and I want to incinerate everything with the eyes! But anyway better incinerate than being burnt, and better to do it with spech than with hands, or better to do it after thinking than not....see I am tring to justify my own aggressiveness. It is really usefoul to try to understand situations! Passiveness does not bring anything!
Well, this comming Sunday, Christmas , I'm making Coffee at church service . I'll be there to be a listening ear to anyone needing one . I'm wearing a Floor lenth Dark Green Gown, a Flowing Red blouse and a scarf. I'm going to have a blast ............ ellen
The holidays are a hard time of year for me because of all the problems in my family. This year, my parents are visiting from out of town. I'm keeping a low profile for the sake of self-preservation, while my brother and sister-in-law are spending time with them. This means that I don't get to spend the holidays with my brother and sister-in-law, which is hard.
Fortunately, I have sort of a "family" of friends here, so I'm spending time with them. It's hard to hear people talking about the things they're doing with their families for the holidays because I don't have that, but at least I'm not alone.