I'm going through a great difficulties in my life at the moment and I don't know what to do. I'll explain in full.
I live alone and last year in match I made friends with my neighbour , at the time she was in a relationship and was just good friends. In august she dumped her partner and our friendship starting becoming close, before I knew it I add fallen in love with her but did not tell her. This love was unlike anything before compared to my ex girl friends, I really did care for her and knew everything about her from her birthday to her fravote meal, I knew her colors and what she like and we seemed happy together well I was at least.
She ran into a problem and lost her income so being a good friend and secretly knowing I loved her I helped her greatly. I paid for her gas and electric bills, I paid her tv bill I threw her a birthday BBQ, she was happy and allowed me to do so. Eventually I told her I love her she said she's not over her ex quite yet and not ready for a relationship, I respected that. Few months later I asked would she like to go to Arbuckles on a date, she said yes and come the date we had a great time. Afew days later she told me she was unware that was a date, now that hurt me deeply.
A month later she saw a dog online she wanted to adopt but she was sad because she could not afford him, naturally she played on my heart and I brought her the dog. Few weeks later she decided she didn't want the dog so I took the dog to mine and he got on great with mine, I decided to keep him as I loved his personality. She then said I was unfit to look after him because of my mental health she sold the dog and broke me to tears. The next day I suggested could I have at least half the money from his sale because of a tight week and that I did pay for him and she didn't want him in the end, She complained and I gave in and allowed her to keep the money. That week I ran out of food and I remember one day I had just 2 porkchops left but my dog ran out the same day, so I cooked them porkchops and gave them to my baby Raven. The next I found a small amount of money and brought my dog a weeks worth and starved my self for 3 days.
Later near Christmas my finances flipped around and I had a nice bit of disposable income, my neighbour played on my heart and said basicly she wished she could buy new clothes as I was planning to so I split it even and gave her £200 to spend. We went to Cambridge for the day for a shopping spree. She had me pay for the travel and food. We got home at midnight and took the dogs for a walk together and got home at 1am it was a great day. The next day I asked her if we could have sex as I was feeling in the mood and loved her, she said yes and we did it was lovely.
From there it seemed that we was a couple. People in our area thought we was a couple and when asked she didn't say we wasn't and even in one case her name was writen with my last name on it which she had no problem in fact she was quite happy.
She wanted to meet my parents so I allowed her to, she had me meet her mother and brother, this surely felt like a relationship had stated. We brought grocery's together , we had keys to each other's houses.we would wake up at 6am and start our day and ended our days around 10 at night.
At one point I started to think that I would love to marry her.
Then after Christmas a new guy moved into the block who was loaded with cash she no longer had intrest in me. I became hurt and felt worthless to her. One day I asked her round for dinner and she said yes so I spent on very expensive meal for her and started cooking it, I then asked her if she could bring a casserole dish round and she said yes. I waited and waited and she didn't show up. I went to her house to find the new guy there . now I got angry with hurt and shouted she told me to leave and then I shouted though the door in anger" l will kill you and your dog" but I did not mean it.
A month past I hardly spoke to her knowing she used me for money, I woke up one day in tears wanting to take my life so I called for help. I had police come round who help me get an ambulance to go to hospital, I got seen and I told them everything they did not want to help me so I left the hospital to go home and muttered "maybe I should kill the bword" to my self they heard that. I headed home to take my life and after I got off a train I was aressted and sent to count.
A solicitor told me to say on the tape I'll kill her so I could get mental health support, I said if and then the judge saw me. When the judge first saw me she turned her nose up as I was dressed as women and sent me to prison for a week until my next hearing even doe they she knew I've never been introuble with the law before. A week later back in court I was released on bail to my parents address and got ban from my home and kings Lynn.
My parents hate me and are kicking me out this Sunday, I have no money and no place to go. I'm feeling suicidal and the thoughts are turned into plans, I'm scared to call for help as a&e never helps me despite my past suicide attempts. They tell me I'm not suicidal because I'm in hospital but I never chose that I was found past out it wasn't my choice I never phoned for help and I never counted on being found.
I could still go to jail for this, my neighbour is pressing charges buf I'm told and now she's all of a suddenly moved address. I contacted my landlord and she confirms she has moved away. I've contacted my solicitor and his trying to get my bail conditions changed so I can go home. But I fear this won't happen by Sunday.
My life feels like it's falling apart.
Big hug! We can't make you call a hotline, but they are there to help. Bottom line, we need you around!
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on July 01, 2015, 06:08:33 PM
Big hug! We can't make you call a hotline, but they are there to help. Bottom line, we need you around!
Hugs, Devlyn
I've contacted Samaritan I'm desperate for help but I'm so scared.
I'm trying to keep my mind focuses on the positives.
My positive is that Yenneffer from here started talking to me here a while ago and she makes me smile, we have agreed to go on a date , we talk by text every day. She's a positive to look forward to and I don't want to let her down by killing myself.
While we're counting positives, you're darn good looking! :)
Hugs, Devlyn
You are very pretty, I agree. Also having a date planned is a lot to look forward to.
Quote from: ChristineShearing on July 01, 2015, 06:21:08 PM
I'm trying to keep my mind focuses on the positives.
My positive is that Yenneffer from here started talking to me here a while ago and she makes me smile, we have agreed to go on a date , we talk by text every day. She's a positive to look forward to and I don't want to let her down by killing myself.
Hugs I always love you 💖💖💖
Christine, dear, dont let people use you no matter how good it feels. You see you get hurt in the end. Tell the judge what this girl did to you, bring it all out. Then bring out how you have seeked help, but was turned away.. we all care about you, but it all end up on you in the end. I hope things work out with you and yennefer, put your efferts and affections twards her, I think she will return in kind.. good luck and best wishes dear.. please keep us posted, and stay away from gold diggers;) your heart is too kind to block their evil, just dont give up.. use this as a lesson, but also remember not all of us are that evil.. do take care, read others stories and that they overcame it. You will be an inspiration to others.
Quote from: Yenneffer on July 02, 2015, 03:49:36 AM
Hugs I always love you 💖💖💖
Thank you sweetie love you too.
Quote from: Cynobyte on July 02, 2015, 04:11:53 AM
Christine, dear, dont let people use you no matter how good it feels. You see you get hurt in the end. Tell the judge what this girl did to you, bring it all out. Then bring out how you have seeked help, but was turned away.. we all care about you, but it all end up on you in the end. I hope things work out with you and yennefer, put your efferts and affections twards her, I think she will return in kind.. good luck and best wishes dear.. please keep us posted, and stay away from gold diggers;) your heart is too kind to block their evil, just dont give up.. use this as a lesson, but also remember not all of us are that evil.. do take care, read others stories and that they overcame it. You will be an inspiration to others.
I have writen everything down and gave a copy to my solicitor, he does tell me I'll most likly get a curtion warning.
I will treat Yenneffer with lots of love affection and care, she will see how romantic I can be to her. Ill treat her very well. I have a lovely idea for date which will be a nice surprise for her.
Good luck to the both of you.. please keep us updated;)
And think, maybe some very good worked out of something bad! You will have to inspire others with this story when its over;)
As Friday comes to a end Sunday draws near, come Sunday I'm homeless. The fear is starting to kick in and I'm feeling sick in my gut. I've booked a Hotel Sunday until Monday morning with hope my solicitor will come though allowing me to go home.
The suicidal thoughts beginning to be come plan, was thinking of finding a nice sport in the park and overdoing. I told my support worker today but she's done nothing expect told me to phone her Monday morning.
You could try going to the emergency room and asking for help saying your suicidal and they have a social worker at the hospital and find out some options
Quote from: stephaniec on July 03, 2015, 02:46:08 PM
You could try going to the emergency room and asking for help saying your suicidal and they have a social worker at the hospital and find out some options
I've gone there so many times they refuse to help me, no joking they even know my voice on the phone.
My parents was there last time and they refused to talk with them there said there was not going to access me
Suicide isn't the answer and I know because I was there. I was 23 at the time and while I had hard times after that, life has only gotten better. You need to find that one thing inside of you that is you hope for the future. It might be you new life as a woman or it might be something else. You need to hang on to that thought and use it to pull you through this depression that you are in. This is only a very bad event in you life. Once you deal with it you life will get better as it has in the time you are working toward you goal of becoming a woman.
You are wanted by those of us posting on this tread and by many more who haven't found this tread yet. Please for us be here next week to tell us how your life has improved.
Hugs please don't 😢 I love you so much you mean the world to me
Quote from: Yenneffer on July 03, 2015, 03:07:33 PM
Hugs please don't 😢 I love you so much you mean the world to me
I know sweetie and I'm trying so hard to resist the thoughts, your the inspiration that keeps me going I'm praying that I'll be able to go home Monday so we can have our date next week . love you too.
Quote from: Dena on July 03, 2015, 03:03:49 PM
Suicide isn't the answer and I know because I was there. I was 23 at the time and while I had hard times after that, life has only gotten better. You need to find that one thing inside of you that is you hope for the future. It might be you new life as a woman or it might be something else. You need to hang on to that thought and use it to pull you through this depression that you are in. This is only a very bad event in you life. Once you deal with it you life will get better as it has in the time you are working toward you goal of becoming a woman.
You are wanted by those of us posting on this tread and by many more who haven't found this tread yet. Please for us be here next week to tell us how your life has improved.
Thank you I've been suffering with these thoughts for years, I've sadly been in a&e on 4 suicide attempts before and I'll be dam if I'll allow number 5 to happen. I'm contacting help and something will have to give and save me in this dark hour.
Yenneffer keeps me going, my transition keeps me going, today I brought pink flowers fake nails to cheer my self up
May I ask you why they refused. It's there job to treat you and if your over a certain age that can ask the parents out of the area why they talk to you if they are interfering with you getting the care you need. It doesn't seem to add up if you mind my saying that. An ER has to treat everyone who comes in the door regardless of their ability to pay for the services. I don't know of many, if any, ER"s that can just turn you away. Hugs
Mariah
Quote from: ChristineShearing on July 03, 2015, 02:57:49 PM
I've gone there so many times they refuse to help me, no joking they even know my voice on the phone.
My parents was there last time and they refused to talk with them there said there was not going to access me
Quote from: Mariah2014 on July 03, 2015, 04:02:50 PM
May I ask you why they refused. It's there job to treat you and if your over a certain age that can ask the parents out of the area why they talk to you if they are interfering with you getting the care you need. It doesn't seem to add up if you mind my saying that. An ER has to treat everyone who comes in the door regardless of their ability to pay for the services. I don't know of many, if any, ER"s that can just turn you away. Hugs
Mariah
They just tell me I'm not suicidal at the time even when I attempted suicide on many times. They told me one time if I was suicidale I would have done it and I'm like "what the hell I just overdosed what's that tell you" they said but your here in hospital but I can't help that I was found passed out each time.
Now the mental health team at the court is looking into this, they say it's neglect. The ladys who saw me last time have to write down what happened the day i got arrested and send it to the court. Guess what the court is still waiting 3 months on, they don't believe they are going to give it.
Now they rejected me last time and I was with my parents as I'm under their address because of bail. I had a full out mental break down which my solicitor is awear of and they would not see me with my parents, I wanted my dad there as I was very frightened. They got rid of my parents and after they told me they was not going to do a full assessment on me and turned me away.
All I can say is that my support team and the people at a&e keep neglecting me. I wish I never moved from suffork to Norfolk, they simply don't care even my records have missing pages such as my diagnosis on paper has vanished.
The team here is made of all little teams but there all in the same building, I think conspiracy against me to cover something up. At one point someone changed the phone numbers on my next if kin, I was out raged by this and forced them to change it back.
My gp has made complaints before, the result they started helping me with a support network that visited and helped me with my everyday living such as shopping. They then removed it after an month after telling me it's perment help sharon felt it was disgusting how I seem to fall though the net alot like it's on purpose. In fact Sharon felt so sad for me she bent the rules and donated a few hours of her time to help me and say good bye, it's thanks to her I got to meet another trans person.
I have been reassigned this support about 3 times and each time someone stops it.
I should have some pink slips at home from when I overdosed in the past and went to a&e, if I'm lucky and I get home Monday I'll post images of them here.
So sorry for everything you have been through. I can't imagine having to have been through that level of issues where those types of problems occur. I can only hope that thing improve and you get the care that you need. Fact is and remains you are the best advocate for your care no matter who they place over you. Secondly, there are helplines in the case you need help that can and will help you. We are also here to listen and help in anyway we can. Things do go missing sometimes and sometimes by no fault of anyone and just happens through the transfer of records. If it make yo feel better my physical medical records from before 2008 are not part of my medical charts now. When they tried to go after the records they were not able to get a hold of them for one reason or another. It no longer matters as far as I'm concerned since my body contains most of what they need to know. Probably why some doctors didn't even go after the records in the first place. Big hugs and good luck.
Mariah
I'd say call a hot line and tell them what your telling us and see what they say about it
Update I'm now in court for a application to vary bail conditions Monday, so I've booked in hotel for Sunday as I'm homeless tomorrow and very early morning on Monday I travel to Norwich court. With some luck they will allow the minor change and send me back to my home.
I'm very frighten at this stage.
Good luck in court.
good luck
Feeling really scared tomorrow I'm homeless.
Can't help but feel unwanted by my family, they haven't accepted me they just pretended too at first. Over the last few days it's all came out they have hurt me deeply.
I've got no one to speak tonight , I've got no one to go too.
I'm praying that hearing in court goes right, I'm so so frighten. I need a hug and no one can give me one .
Just finished packing, I can't stop having nasty thoughts in my head, I'm trying to hold in there until Monday and then week will see what happens to little me.
Hugs. I pray everything turns out alright for you. Again. Call one of the helplines and see what they can do for you. There are options. Hugs
Mariah
They never help me, I've lost count how many times I've been on the line with them in really bad states of mind. I can't even give my name any more or they tell me to go away
Do you keep trying the same one or different ones. What about trying to get aid from the government in some form. Hugs
Mariah
One side of me is thinking why live any longer, I've got no family that cares about me, my gender doctors don't care, my support network has gone silent on me. Why phone for help when I could end all the suffering I feel.
The other said of me is I made a promise to Yenneffer to show her the time of her life on a date and I never break a promise even if it takes me time to get to it. This I will keep I promise her that.
I don't know for some reason you seem to have run into a lot of bad luck in asking for help. I think you need to hit up every possible help line and social worker at every hospital you can get to , I know there is people who care because they saved my life.
I think it's just the area I Iive in are neglecting people, I've met a free people from the same health services I'm under and they all seem to be reporting complete neglect.
I've even had appointments at my home were I've seen them drive up to the house sitting there in the communal car park and then driving of again, and this makes me paranoid and I quickly phone the office and they say they are running late and must be caught in traffic then I complain they was out side my house then they ignore me and just say no there running late dont worrie ,they then turn up again about 30 minutes later.
sorry, that's a tough situation , maybe when your in court bring that up and ask what you can do.
Quote from: stephaniec on July 04, 2015, 04:44:49 PM
sorry, that's a tough situation , maybe when your in court bring that up and ask what you can do.
My solicitor had put in the vary to bail as the person I had the augment with has moved away, he says he can't see why it should be a problem now to move back.
But apparently she has told the police it may be only be temporary and his worried this will cause a problem but my landlady has said that she's in fact moved out and someone else had moved in so how could she say it's only temporary. I think she knows I wish to go home now and wants to hurt me more so she's lying.
I can only hope there grant the bail chance Monday for me so I can go home and start rebuilding my life
I'm sorry I'm confused, your being prevented by the courts from living with your family or just that particular building.
Quote from: stephaniec on July 04, 2015, 05:17:38 PM
I'm sorry I'm confused, your being prevented by the courts from living with your family or just that particular building.
No I live alone in downham market, I said to my neighbour in anger that I'll kill her and her dogs, the court ban me from my own home and kings Lynn and sent me to my parents address for temporary solution.
My parents don't want me here anymore as they hate me and are kicking me out tomorrow, I'm due in court on Monday as my neighbour has moved house so my solicitor is trying very hard to chance the bail conditions so I can go home to my address and not be homeless.
But sadly the earliest he can get it in court was Monday, he tried for Friday but no luck. This means tomorrow I am homeless but I booked a Hotel until Monday morning, if the court denys my bail chances I'm completely homeless at which point I'll most likly give up and take my life as I don't wish to walk the streets at night.
Well, lets hope the courts are reasonable. In the case they're not reasonable I would still contact the help lines to see what they say and go to a different hospital and talk to a social worker and demand help.
The sick thing is I don't think I want the help anymore , think I'm finally ready to stop that beating heart.
The stress of court, home sick, my support workers constantly letting me down, my personal budget is bringing me down, I feel like I'm not even worth anything any more.
I keep getting treated as a criminal now and it hurts it's my first ever offensive and it was just words I don't mean, they sent me to prison on it for a week. One judge suggested life on just words, they even sent it to crown court.
The stress of having a chance of going to prison and begging raped or worse is making me want to take my own life before hand.
And my gender clinic won't give me hormones for a year yet I'm full time women sense march. It had forced me to self medicate, and I'm scared of what I'm doing but I tried to do it by doctors the right way but they refuse to help until the year passes so I have no choice.
It's getting to much, my family hates me, my support network don't care for me, I have no friends, I live alone and go weeks on end with out some one to talk to.
What's the point if I become homeless Monday why keep on going. My family has blown me out all day, I've had no one to talk to
I'm so lonely when I'm at mine I cook dinner for 2, and pretend I have a guess over , it don't take long for me to start crying after.
I cry each night desperate for a hug or some one to speak
I'm not worth help any more.
I'm sorry, believe me I know your pain. I wont go into my story. You need to keep going , this is so temporary. You get through this and get a job and once the money is there you can sleep and eat which is the most important thing. Life can be hard , I live it myself. I've had no one in my life for 40 years. I want to cry and cry and cry. I'm so lonely , but I like living no matter. I have the badge of being in prison . I worried for 20 years that I'd get fired if they found out. I don't know what keeps me going , I hurt every day , but I want to live. I like talking to people and I like my computer, its all I have , but I want to live. I am pleading with you to keep trying to seek out help because there are people who care.
I best get some sleep tomorrow is coming and I'm stressed already, if I dont try to get some sleep now I know I won't fall asleep
Yes, you are worth help. Everyone is. Hugs.
Mariah
Just got to get wash dress and my make up on, then I'm homeless , at this point tears are pouring.
church's that offer a place to sleep. I don't know where you live , but you can try shelters and the non- emergency police number and get information on shelters
Update my girl friend christine is currently homeless please show her love and support in her hour of need.
Had a mistake with my booking , some how I booked the wrong day, but the staff has been nice and charged me a extra £35 making it £95 total so I can sleep tonight in peace.
I'm nervous about court tomorrow as I hope they don't make me homeless, that would hurt me greatly.
I'll be walking up at 5am to get ready , it takes me 2 hours then off to the police station explain I need to sign bail paper early as I'm due in court, after which I'm off to Norwich court.
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Try to get a good nights rest because tomorrow is going to be a long day.
I just ordered room service, and plan to sleep soon.
It's sinking in now I'm homeless this could be my last day sleeping in comfort.
I'm shaking scared
I just saw that your in the UK. I haven't the slightest notion of what kind of services the UK has. I'm from the US. I hope you find ways to cope, sorry I couldn't help more.
Quote from: stephaniec on July 05, 2015, 10:56:31 AM
I just saw that your in the UK. I haven't the slightest notion of what kind of services the UK has. I'm from the US. I hope you find ways to cope, sorry I couldn't help more.
You have been helpful in your last post thank you.
Quote from: Yenneffer on July 05, 2015, 05:33:33 AM
Update my girl friend christine is currently homeless please show her love and support in her hour of need.
Than you sweetie kiss kiss.
Getting worried not sure if I can sleep tonight can't stop thinking about it.
I don't know if this helps
http://england.shelter.org.uk/get_advice/homelessness/emergency_accommodation_if_homeless/emergency_housing_advice
((((HUGS)))) I will be thinking of you and wishing good thoughts for you.
Quote from: ChristineShearing on July 05, 2015, 02:27:10 PM
Than you sweetie kiss kiss.
Getting worried not sure if I can sleep tonight can't stop thinking about it.
Lots of love to you both from Aus! Thinking of you.
Hang in there. I wish I could help. xx
Good news I've been granted a vary of bail conditions.
I am allowed back to my own home, I'm no longer homeless.
Meeting yenneffer wensday for our date.
Congratulations! That's great news.
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Good work. You told the truth and the truth won. More important you faced your fears and were able to overcome them.
Sad to see my house when I got home, while I was in prison that 1 week I was broken onto, they stole my £800 which I am still paying for, no worries it was under my insurance .
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B2hadK1hnfh-X0dkY3FJb3FuTHM/edit?usp=docslist_api
Be strong, I saw the video and I can't help but feel upset over what they did but I'm glad things are working out.
Hugs,
April
Quote from: ChristineShearing on July 06, 2015, 08:44:21 AM
Sad to see my house when I got home, while I was in prison that 1 week I was broken onto, they stole my £800 which I am still paying for, no worries it was under my insurance .
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B2hadK1hnfh-X0dkY3FJb3FuTHM/edit?usp=docslist_api
Quote from: ChristineShearing on July 06, 2015, 08:44:21 AM
Sad to see my house when I got home, while I was in prison that 1 week I was broken onto, they stole my £800 which I am still paying for, no worries it was under my insurance .
https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B2hadK1hnfh-X0dkY3FJb3FuTHM/edit?usp=docslist_api
Hugs you tightly I love you We can get through this together
Christine, I'm so sorry you were robbed, that is so unfair and scary! I'm so happy and thrilled that you are able to stay at home and have a place to live. I'm so happy that our prayers have been answered and that you have a home.
Yenneffer, I can't send a PM, I'm sorry I'm too much of a newbie, so how do you want me to answer your question? :-\
Lots of hugs to Christine.
Alexander.
Quote from: Alex_or_Ben on July 06, 2015, 09:21:59 AM
Christine, I'm so sorry you were robbed, that is so unfair and scary! I'm so happy and thrilled that you are able to stay at home and have a place to live. I'm so happy that our prayers have been answered and that you have a home.
Yenneffer, I can't send a PM, I'm sorry I'm too much of a newbie, so how do you want me to answer your question? :-\
Lots of hugs to Christine.
Alexander.
what question?
congrats, you need bars on the lower windows
Quote from: Yenneffer on July 06, 2015, 09:12:55 AM
Hugs you tightly I love you We can get through this together
I know sweetie, the worse is over now begins more trouble.
When getting back with shopping I heard someone shout "go on get in there Christine you fword wirdo ", now frighten in my own home.
Learnt the mistake of opening a fridge that's been left for 9 weeks my God the smell of it.
Quote from: stephaniec on July 06, 2015, 09:49:32 AM
congrats, you need bars on the lower windows
Lisa a police offer is sending someone out to help me set up a more secure home.
Congratulations!
Yenneffer,
You asked if you look female, you definitely look female 100%.
Alexander
Quote from: Alex_or_Ben on July 06, 2015, 11:47:48 AM
Yenneffer,
You asked if you look female, you definitely look female 100%.
Alexander
Thanks I forgot I need to calm down on that
Yenneffer,
Don't worry about it, it's perfectly fine to ask me about it.
Alexander.