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Community Conversation => Transgender talk => Topic started by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 05:42:03 PM

Title: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 05:42:03 PM
I put the Goth warning in there as some people have a negative reaction to the look, so yeah.

Anyways, I have self hate issues (obviously lol) and I just don't like myself I guess? My body bugs me the most though, as I feel it might be on the masculine side, which I guess would make sense as I was born Male Unfortunately, and I did not start my transition until 21 (I am 23 now) 

Also HRT did not give me much as far as breasts go, so a bit on the flat chested side, although I am getting surgery to fix that, along with FFS next year.

Picture might be a bit hard to see due to everything being black, so I hope you can see lol

Here is the photo

(https://abload.de/img/meresizezip4c.jpg) (http://abload.de/image.php?img=meresizezip4c.jpg)

Please judge a way lol. Please be 100% honest with me though, thanks.

oh yeah, I hope this post is not against the rules or anything, as I can't seem to find the rules area.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Mattfromengland on March 27, 2018, 05:53:12 PM
A still photo doesn't show the whole picture, but from what I can see here, all I see is female!! :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Allison S on March 27, 2018, 06:12:23 PM
With a BA I think your body looks cis female. Just gotta remember to hold your shoulders back, chest forward
I love goth looks [emoji4] I'm thinking of doing goth dominatrix for halloween this year

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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Tommi on March 27, 2018, 06:12:56 PM
Well, I guess i fall into the "elder goth" category now, so this is certainly not offensive, to me ^o^

Brutally honest? You are on the femme side of androgynous, to me. Your mannerisms would hold a lot of weight. You have that bit of a boyish trunk, but so do a whole lot of the cis-women I know! That's why everyone wears a corset, no? :)

You are lovely though, and I hope you feel that way too, someday!

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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 06:19:31 PM
Quote from: Mattfromengland on March 27, 2018, 05:53:12 PM
A still photo doesn't show the whole picture, but from what I can see here, all I see is female!! :)

Thank you for the comment! You are right about the still photo, but this is all I have for now. I suppose I could have done a video, but I do not think the forum allows the option.

Thanks again for commenting.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 06:31:01 PM
Quote from: Allison S on March 27, 2018, 06:12:23 PM
With a BA I think your body looks cis female. Just gotta remember to hold your shoulders back, chest forward
I love goth looks [emoji4] I'm thinking of doing goth dominatrix for halloween this year

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Thank you!

Oh yeah, I always try to remind myself to keep my shoulders back and stuff, but some times I forget. Yeah, the goth look is awesome! This is actually my fist time wearing goth clothing, although admittedly the stuff I am wearing is from Hot topic, but it is a start.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 06:42:46 PM
Quote from: Tommi on March 27, 2018, 06:12:56 PM
Well, I guess i fall into the "elder goth" category now, so this is certainly not offensive, to me ^o^

Brutally honest? You are on the femme side of androgynous, to me. Your mannerisms would hold a lot of weight. You have that bit of a boyish trunk, but so do a whole lot of the cis-women I know! That's why everyone wears a corset, no? :)

You are lovely though, and I hope you feel that way too, someday!

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Thank you for the comment!

Yeah I have been thinking about getting a corset, but I always figured it would not make much of a difference. I think I will give it a try though.

You are an elder Goth? That is awesome! I guess I am what you would call a baby bat, as I just now started dressing Goth, although I have always liked the music (siouxsie and the banshees, Bauhaus etc)

Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Lilith.lupe.tamayo on March 27, 2018, 07:42:49 PM
Ok so maybe your body is not the ideal that you wish but you look like a ciswoman to me Im so jealous. Im also into the goth subculture btw. I recomend you this symphonic metal band called Therion btw.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: I Am Jess on March 27, 2018, 08:13:32 PM
You look a lot like the gals who hang out at the club I go to in Hollywood.  All I see is a cute goth chick. 
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 08:29:31 PM
Quote from: Lilith.lupe.tamayo on March 27, 2018, 07:42:49 PM
Ok so maybe your body is not the ideal that you wish but you look like a ciswoman to me Im so jealous. Im also into the goth subculture btw. I recomend you this symphonic metal band called Therion btw.

Hello,

It is great to see other Goths here on Susan's Place! I will definitely check out the band you suggested. Thank you! Also, thank you for the comment as well.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 08:34:10 PM
Quote from: I Am Jess on March 27, 2018, 08:13:32 PM
You look a lot like the gals who hang out at the club I go to in Hollywood.  All I see is a cute goth chick.

Aww thanks for the comment! I really appreciate it  :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Corrina on March 27, 2018, 09:51:25 PM
You look feminine, but as the ladies here told me, own it and I've like you know who you are and. Know one will question it.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: natalie.ashlyne on March 27, 2018, 10:09:19 PM
Quote from: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 05:42:03 PM
I put the Goth warning in there as some people have a negative reaction to the look, so yeah.

Anyways, I have self hate issues (obviously lol) and I just don't like myself I guess? My body bugs me the most though, as I feel it might be on the masculine side, which I guess would make sense as I was born Male Unfortunately, and I did not start my transition until 21 (I am 23 now) 

Also HRT did not give me much as far as breasts go, so a bit on the flat chested side, although I am getting surgery to fix that, along with FFS next year.

Picture might be a bit hard to see due to everything being black, so I hope you can see lol

Here is the photo

(https://abload.de/img/meresizezip4c.jpg) (http://abload.de/image.php?img=meresizezip4c.jpg)

Please judge a way lol. Please be 100% honest with me though, thanks.

oh yeah, I hope this post is not against the rules or anything, as I can't seem to find the rules area.

I see hot goth chick with a sexy choker that I like and would like to know were she got it from
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 10:32:06 PM
Quote from: Corrina on March 27, 2018, 09:51:25 PM
You look feminine, but as the ladies here told me, own it and I've like you know who you are and. Know one will question it.

Hey, thanks for commenting!

Yeah you are right, but sometimes I can't help but be bothered by specific features on my body. However, these comments have definitely made me feel better about myself, so thanks!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 10:43:47 PM
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 27, 2018, 10:09:19 PM
I see hot goth chick with a sexy choker that I like and would like to know were she got it from

Oh wow thanks lol. I got the choker from a website called aliexpress, which is like the Chinese version of Amazon. I used to use this website for my drop shipping business a year ago, but be warned as a lot of the products there can be of low quality. So yeah, you can find a bunch of cool stuff there.

Thanks for the comment!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Izzy Grace on March 28, 2018, 12:39:19 PM
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 27, 2018, 10:09:19 PM
I see hot goth chick with a sexy choker that I like and would like to know were she got it from

Words, right out of my mouth, girl!!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 28, 2018, 04:23:51 PM
Thank you for all the comments guys! I really appreciate all the reply's  :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Mendi on March 28, 2018, 07:24:36 PM
To me, it´s all femme.

Body shape or frame might be what it is, but if you look on the street or on the club, you notice that not all women have this super curvy body shape.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: natalie.ashlyne on March 28, 2018, 08:36:38 PM
Quote from: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 10:43:47 PM
Oh wow thanks lol. I got the choker from a website called aliexpress, which is like the Chinese version of Amazon. I used to use this website for my drop shipping business a year ago, but be warned as a lot of the products there can be of low quality. So yeah, you can find a bunch of cool stuff there.

Thanks for the comment!

No problem thank you for telling us about the website I will definitely look at it
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: PurpleWolf on March 28, 2018, 10:52:05 PM

OMG not at all!!! I thought you were cis female!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I started reading and thought you were ftm so felt bad for you coz I didn't think you look masculine at all and thought I saw a pic of a girl  ;D! 100% honest!!! Well, obviously that's what you are - but I thought you wanted to appear masculine  ;D!

Well you really don't. You look absolutely cis female.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: PurpleWolf on March 28, 2018, 10:57:08 PM

I don't see anything masculine in that pic. Not your face, not your arms, not your legs, not your shoulders or body. You have VERY feminine arms btw. And feminine face. Etc. etc. etc.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 28, 2018, 11:52:39 PM
Quote from: PurpleWolf on March 28, 2018, 10:52:05 PM
OMG not at all!!! I thought you were cis female!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I started reading and thought you were ftm so felt bad for you coz I didn't think you look masculine at all and thought I saw a pic of a girl  ;D! 100% honest!!! Well, obviously that's what you are - but I thought you wanted to appear masculine  ;D!

Well you really don't. You look absolutely cis female.

Oh wow thank you for the compliment!  :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 29, 2018, 12:10:44 AM
Quote from: Mendi on March 28, 2018, 07:24:36 PM
To me, it´s all femme.

Body shape or frame might be what it is, but if you look on the street or on the club, you notice that not all women have this super curvy body shape.

Oh yeah I know. Like you said not all Women have the curvy body shape, and that is fine. Besides wearing a corset I do not think there is a way to fix that anyways.

Thanks for the comment.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: sreyalp53 on March 29, 2018, 08:54:34 PM
Quote from: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 05:42:03 PM
I put the Goth warning in there as some people have a negative reaction to the look, so yeah.

Anyways, I have self hate issues (obviously lol) and I just don't like myself I guess? My body bugs me the most though, as I feel it might be on the masculine side, which I guess would make sense as I was born Male Unfortunately, and I did not start my transition until 21 (I am 23 now) 

Also HRT did not give me much as far as breasts go, so a bit on the flat chested side, although I am getting surgery to fix that, along with FFS next year.

Picture might be a bit hard to see due to everything being black, so I hope you can see lol

Here is the photo

(https://abload.de/img/meresizezip4c.jpg) (http://abload.de/image.php?img=meresizezip4c.jpg)

Please judge a way lol. Please be 100% honest with me though, thanks.

oh yeah, I hope this post is not against the rules or anything, as I can't seem to find the rules area.
Very pretty

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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Sinclair on March 29, 2018, 09:14:50 PM
You look like the girls I dated in college. There was a song by the Dead Milkmen about Punk Rock girls... *smiles*

*sings* "Just you and me punk rock girl...."

You look way fab by the way, you go girl! Love the look!! :icon_chick:
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 30, 2018, 02:13:33 AM
Quote from: Sinclair on March 29, 2018, 09:14:50 PM
You look like the girls I dated in college. There was a song by the Dead Milkmen about Punk Rock girls... *smiles*

*sings* "Just you and me punk rock girl...."

You look way fab by the way, you go girl! Love the look!! :icon_chick:

Thanks for the compliment!  :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 30, 2018, 02:14:38 AM
Quote from: sreyalp53 on March 29, 2018, 08:54:34 PM
Very pretty

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Aww thanks!  :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: sreyalp53 on March 30, 2018, 02:22:16 AM
Quote from: TicTac on March 30, 2018, 02:14:38 AM
Aww thanks!  :)
Your very welcome  [emoji16]

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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: BlueJaye on March 30, 2018, 08:04:31 AM
Quote from: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 05:42:03 PM
I put the Goth warning in there as some people have a negative reaction to the look, so yeah.

Anyways, I have self hate issues (obviously lol) and I just don't like myself I guess? My body bugs me the most though, as I feel it might be on the masculine side, which I guess would make sense as I was born Male Unfortunately, and I did not start my transition until 21 (I am 23 now) 

Also HRT did not give me much as far as breasts go, so a bit on the flat chested side, although I am getting surgery to fix that, along with FFS next year.

Picture might be a bit hard to see due to everything being black, so I hope you can see lol

Here is the photo

(https://abload.de/img/meresizezip4c.jpg) (http://abload.de/image.php?img=meresizezip4c.jpg)

Please judge a way lol. Please be 100% honest with me though, thanks.

oh yeah, I hope this post is not against the rules or anything, as I can't seem to find the rules area.

Gosh, I can only dream of looking half as female as you. I have no idea what your dynamic body language (walking, etc.) is like, but just standing there you look more feminine than many cis women.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 30, 2018, 10:52:23 AM
Quote from: BlueJaye on March 30, 2018, 08:04:31 AM
Gosh, I can only dream of looking half as female as you. I have no idea what your dynamic body language (walking, etc.) is like, but just standing there you look more feminine than many cis women.

Oh wow thanks for the compliment! I have noticed that most men and woman walk the same way, but that is just my observation and maybe I am wrong.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: KathyLauren on March 30, 2018, 11:29:46 AM
Quote from: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 05:42:03 PM
oh yeah, I hope this post is not against the rules or anything, as I can't seem to find the rules area.

Hi, TicTac.  I see that you are fairly new here.  Normally we try to greet everyone properly when they first join the site, but perhaps you snuck in ungreeted.  If so, please accept our apologies.  I have linked some of the more important parts of the site below, including the rules.

Regarding your figure, I would say your body looks quite feminine.  With the black clothing, I can't quite tell the size of your rib cage, but the rest of your body looks slim and on the petite side.  Your shoulders aren't excessively broad, and your arms and legs aren't hugely muscular.   In fact, they are quite slender.  I would say you have nothing to worry about.



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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 31, 2018, 12:09:56 AM
Quote from: KathyLauren on March 30, 2018, 11:29:46 AM
Hi, TicTac.  I see that you are fairly new here.  Normally we try to greet everyone properly when they first join the site, but perhaps you snuck in ungreeted.  If so, please accept our apologies.  I have linked some of the more important parts of the site below, including the rules.

Regarding your figure, I would say your body looks quite feminine.  With the black clothing, I can't quite tell the size of your rib cage, but the rest of your body looks slim and on the petite side.  Your shoulders aren't excessively broad, and your arms and legs aren't hugely muscular.   In fact, they are quite slender.  I would say you have nothing to worry about.

Things that you should read




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Standard Terms & Definitions (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,54369.0.html)
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Reputation rules (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,18960.0.html)
Cautionary Note (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,82221.0.html)
Photo, avatars, & signature images policy (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,59974.msg383866.html#msg383866)

It is okay, I mean it did not bother me or anything, as I am sure you guys were just busy and stuff. Also, thank you for the information!

I think my rib cage is a bit on the masculine side, but that is to be expect when you are born in a male body, and go through male puberty. All the comments I have received so far have definitively made me feel better about myself, although I hope me saying that does not scare off others who might hold a different opinion. Also, thank you for the compliment!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Cassi on March 31, 2018, 12:14:03 AM
Well, you do look like your avatar as far as coloring goes.  Body wise, no guy that I can see,
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on March 31, 2018, 02:42:19 AM
Quote from: Cassi on March 31, 2018, 12:14:03 AM
Well, you do look like your avatar as far as coloring goes.  Body wise, no guy that I can see,

Thanks! I just love black and red AND stuffed animals, but more specifically skelanimals which is what the bunny avatar is from. I actually own that skull bunny plush in real life and I just love him!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Jacqueline on April 14, 2018, 01:52:22 PM
I think you look great. I was not fully goth when it started but followed and loved it.

My advice, which is just that, is hold off any breast modification for a few years. Most women don't fully grow into theirs till later 20's or early 30s. If you can wait, do it. I also wouldn't want you to suffer further than you have to dysphoria wise.

I think many of us here are familiar with self loathing and body issues. Someone said androgynous. Maybe, but you rock it girl. Give yourself some time, forgiveness and love. I wish I could look like you but that is too long ago. So, we all have our things...

Stay true to yourself. I wish you love, acceptance and a smooth journey.

With warmth,

Jacqui
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 15, 2018, 12:45:43 AM
Quote from: Jacqueline on April 14, 2018, 01:52:22 PM
I think you look great. I was not fully goth when it started but followed and loved it.

My advice, which is just that, is hold off any breast modification for a few years. Most women don't fully grow into theirs till later 20's or early 30s. If you can wait, do it. I also wouldn't want you to suffer further than you have to dysphoria wise.

I think many of us here are familiar with self loathing and body issues. Someone said androgynous. Maybe, but you rock it girl. Give yourself some time, forgiveness and love. I wish I could look like you but that is too long ago. So, we all have our things...

Stay true to yourself. I wish you love, acceptance and a smooth journey.

With warmth,

Jacqui

Thank you for the kind words  :) I have been learning to like myself more, but at times i do dwell on things that I wish could be changed but can't.

I do not know if I can wait until my later 20s to see bigger breasts, as I am a bit impatient and I mean...they are just so small lol  :( Personally, I do not gain weight easily which is probably why they are so small but I don't know. I am so conflicted right now lol.

Yeah being goth is great although I am new to it. I have always wanted to be one during my teen years, but I did not want to be a goth boy so I dressed in normal clothing, but I did rock out to the awesome 80s goth bands I discovered during my teens. I did not know that you are goth...that is awesome!

So yeah, thank you again for kindness!

Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Evienne on April 27, 2018, 02:12:19 PM
Hey, judging from this picture, I without a doubt would not recognize you were born male if I just walked past you.

And btw, your hair is amazing, and your style is so cool!
You look amazing! :D
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 27, 2018, 04:03:15 PM
Quote from: Sam314 on April 27, 2018, 02:12:19 PM
Hey, judging from this picture, I without a doubt would not recognize you were born male if I just walked past you.

And btw, your hair is amazing, and your style is so cool!
You look amazing! :D

Thank you for the compliment!  :)

Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Evienne on April 27, 2018, 05:04:20 PM
Quote from: TicTac on April 27, 2018, 04:03:15 PM
Thank you for the compliment!  :)

You totally deserve it!
Thank you for the...uh...
...thanks....
hmm......
...
Thanks for responding! ^^
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 27, 2018, 05:07:47 PM
Quote from: Sam314 on April 27, 2018, 05:04:20 PM
You totally deserve it!
Thank you for the...uh...
...thanks....
hmm......
...
Thanks for responding! ^^

lol you're welcome  :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TranSketch on April 27, 2018, 05:27:40 PM
You look fine, definitely more passable and CIS than me as you have the smaller build and age definitely in your favour, I used to love the goth/punk look but these days there's no way I could carry it with justice which you look like you do  so flawlessly.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: justine77 on April 27, 2018, 05:32:04 PM
I like Goth myself, looking at your picture I wouldn't say no.  Justine x
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 27, 2018, 05:57:43 PM
Quote from: TranSketch on April 27, 2018, 05:27:40 PM
You look fine, definitely more passable and CIS than me as you have the smaller build and age definitely in your favour, I used to love the goth/punk look but these days there's no way I could carry it with justice which you look like you do  so flawlessly.

:( If you are worried about age then don't be! There is no age limit to Goth by any means. There are also other styles you can try such as pastel goth and so on. You can try a more casual style with like a band shirt and cool goth/punk leggings or something. That is what I wear sometimes.

Anyways, thank you for the compliment!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 27, 2018, 05:58:23 PM
Quote from: justine77 on April 27, 2018, 05:32:04 PM
I like Goth myself, looking at your picture I wouldn't say no.  Justine x

Yeah! Goth is great!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TranSketch on April 27, 2018, 07:18:27 PM
Quote from: TicTac on April 27, 2018, 05:57:43 PM
:( If you are worried about age then don't be! There is no age limit to Goth by any means. There are also other styles you can try such as pastel goth and so on. You can try a more casual style with like a band shirt and cool goth/punk leggings or something. That is what I wear sometimes.

Anyways, thank you for the compliment!

I moved on from that look to preferring Gothic Lolita which was more reminiscent of anime/video game style characters and Malice Mizer-esque stuff, the plaid miniskirt thing was a past favourite of mine but I seriously would need to lose weight to even consider anything like that again, I'm more partial to the full length dresses with intricate lacework and going full on white skin make up paired up with black or dark lip stick/eyeshadow, twin drill hair or bangs with equally intricate hairstyle.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Maria77 on April 27, 2018, 10:11:10 PM
I'm very honest on these types of threads and I think you have done a great job.  The bangs are perfect, and the goth look works really well for you.  If you were in the crowd dancing, I don't think anyone would notice anything other than a cute goth chick dancing.  But I do see something in the torso/arms looking more the masculine side than female.  This could be an easy fix with a short jacket.  Most mtfs like 99% of us have some issues in this area.  Other than that I'd say spot on lovely (I was a goth too, lol).
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Grunt on April 27, 2018, 10:30:23 PM
I see a beautiful young woman, and would not have known if you didn't tell me. You have done very well!

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Title: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Laurel D on April 28, 2018, 01:18:17 AM
Ok I will judge away. All I see in your photo is a beautiful goth chick. You look awesome.


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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: ale.her21 on April 28, 2018, 02:44:36 AM
Totally female in my opinion

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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 28, 2018, 12:16:47 PM
Quote from: TranSketch on April 27, 2018, 07:18:27 PM
I moved on from that look to preferring Gothic Lolita which was more reminiscent of anime/video game style characters and Malice Mizer-esque stuff, the plaid miniskirt thing was a past favourite of mine but I seriously would need to lose weight to even consider anything like that again, I'm more partial to the full length dresses with intricate lacework and going full on white skin make up paired up with black or dark lip stick/eyeshadow, twin drill hair or bangs with equally intricate hairstyle.

Oh Gothic Lolita? That is a pretty cool look actually! Awesome!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Rachel_Christina on April 28, 2018, 12:34:32 PM
You look really good. And your bottom half is bigger than what the pic shows. The high angle will narrow your hips and shorten your legs.
So I think you probably look even better in reality
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 28, 2018, 12:35:25 PM
Quote from: Maria77 on April 27, 2018, 10:11:10 PM
I'm very honest on these types of threads and I think you have done a great job.  The bangs are perfect, and the goth look works really well for you.  If you were in the crowd dancing, I don't think anyone would notice anything other than a cute goth chick dancing.  But I do see something in the torso/arms looking more the masculine side than female.  This could be an easy fix with a short jacket.  Most mtfs like 99% of us have some issues in this area.  Other than that I'd say spot on lovely (I was a goth too, lol).

I do not know how to dance though...yet lol. Hey, thanks for the compliment though!

My torso issue bothers me a bit, which is why I do not actually wear the outfit in this picture very often.  Oh well! I appreciate the honesty. Although a short jacket sounds like an interesting idea.

I am surprised so many people think I look good dressed in Goth (not complaining) as I was expecting a very different reaction lol. So that is good!

If you liked being Goth then why stop? There is no age limit to the look if that is why you stopped.

Thanks!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 28, 2018, 12:40:08 PM
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on April 28, 2018, 12:34:32 PM
You look really good. And your bottom half is bigger than what the pic shows. The high angle will narrow your hips and shorten your legs.
So I think you probably look even better in reality

Oh wow thanks! I hope you are right lol.

I can't trust my own judgment though, so I can't really agree or disagree. Hmm maybe I will share a new picture of myself in another thread or something.

Thanks!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 28, 2018, 12:44:05 PM
Thank you for all the reply's/comments/compliments. I do not know how to quote multiple people (or even if you can) and I do not want this thread to be just me replying lol. However, I do read all of the comments posted!

Thanks again.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Evienne on April 28, 2018, 01:06:52 PM
Quote from: TicTac on April 28, 2018, 12:44:05 PM
Thank you for all the reply's/comments/compliments. I do not know how to quote multiple people (or even if you can)

You hit the quote button like normal and type in your response as usual, then just hit enter to form a new line, scroll up, and hit the quote button on the next person and it will add them to your reply box without loosing the previous message. Repeat as many times needed.

If you want to save room you can also delete parts of the text in the quotes if it isn't relevant to what your responding too. You simply just delete it in your reply box. Typically I do that a lot when someone has a bunch of images or videos (which take up a lot of space). I like to remove the embed codes of them so my response isn't just as big. Or I delete out the "sent on iPhone" message if they have it, or I delete extra spaces. It depends. That's just me though, and I'm off topic now. The End
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 28, 2018, 01:48:24 PM
Quote from: Sam314 on April 28, 2018, 01:06:52 PM
You hit the quote button like normal and type in your response as usual, then just hit enter to form a new line, scroll up, and hit the quote button on the next person and it will add them to your reply box without loosing the previous message. Repeat as many times needed.

If you want to save room you can also delete parts of the text in the quotes if it isn't relevant to what your responding too. You simply just delete it in your reply box. Typically I do that a lot when someone has a bunch of images or videos (which take up a lot of space). I like to remove the embed codes of them so my response isn't just as big. Or I delete out the "sent on iPhone" message if they have it, or I delete extra spaces. It depends. That's just me though, and I'm off topic now. The End

Wow thanks for all the helpful information! I really appreciate it!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: maybesoph on April 28, 2018, 01:50:48 PM
One of the most authentic passable photos I've seen.
You look naturally pretty so let yourself shine x.

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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 28, 2018, 04:13:32 PM
Aww thanks!  :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: justine77 on April 28, 2018, 04:20:57 PM
Hi TranSketch, you look very, very attractive, you're a Goth, forget about age, it's not relevant. Don't know your age, I'm 25 and love Goth, unluckily for me I'm blonde and have a California girl tan. I'm waiting for the day a trans Goth girl propositions me, I'd go weak at the knees, Justine x
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TranSketch on April 30, 2018, 11:52:16 AM
Quote from: justine77 on April 28, 2018, 04:20:57 PM
Hi TranSketch, you look very, very attractive, you're a Goth, forget about age, it's not relevant. Don't know your age, I'm 25 and love Goth, unluckily for me I'm blonde and have a California girl tan. I'm waiting for the day a trans Goth girl propositions me, I'd go weak at the knees, Justine x

I'm pale naturally and I think typically like anyone else on here I see myself as worse then maybe I am, but that's part of the routine when your stuck looking at a body and face thats all wrong as opposed to what your mind says, I'm 28 also.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Allison S on April 30, 2018, 12:09:47 PM


Quote from: TranSketch on April 30, 2018, 11:52:16 AM
I'm pale naturally and I think typically like anyone else on here I see myself as worse then maybe I am, but that's part of the routine when your stuck looking at a body and face thats all wrong as opposed to what your mind says, I'm 28 also.

Yes dysphoria is horrible [emoji20] are you on hrt? From your photo I see beautiful hair and skin... That anyone would be envious of, even with "pale" skin (me too, an uneven).

If I may be bold to make a suggestion.. I hope you don't mind but the angle you take a selfie especially, is so important. Try to take it more eye level or just a bit higher up. I know it always makes a difference for me. Sorry if I'm overstepping here but I think it's something easily changeable!

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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TranSketch on April 30, 2018, 12:29:34 PM
Quote from: Allison S on April 30, 2018, 12:09:47 PM

Yes dysphoria is horrible [emoji20] are you on hrt? From your photo I see beautiful hair and skin... That anyone would be envious of, even with "pale" skin (me too, an uneven).

If I may be bold to make a suggestion.. I hope you don't mind but the angle you take a selfie especially, is so important. Try to take it more eye level or just a bit higher up. I know it always makes a difference for me. Sorry if I'm overstepping here but I think it's something easily changeable!

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No I was actually at my second session today and they refused HRT till I go to a GIC now on the basis I refuse to dress up publically in the area I live, it's to rough and I'll end up hospitalised for even wearing a bit of make up let alone the full works, I got in touch with a Tran Support Group who are in the process of setting up a trial with a doctors clinic to see if there approach speeds up the transtion waiting list and my name has been forwarded for it, the sweetener is potentially with this trial they'll authorise HRT (bridge they called it) if that falls through I will be buying them online, I know many advise against it but it's either that or a potential 2 year wait to see the GIC in person and be refused HRT then also as my circumstance wont have changed enough to risk publically dressing up, if they won't let me climb the mountain so to speak I'll move the mountain in to me instead which will in turn force them to bridge them officially so they know I'm taking them safely, I will not accept no for an answer at this point.
In regards to the angle thing with selfies yeah I've noticed angles help as do filters.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Charlie Nicki on April 30, 2018, 01:33:19 PM
You are absolutely pretty, feminine and passable. And I'm jealous lol.
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: FreyjaValkyrie on April 30, 2018, 04:03:47 PM
Good gracious you don't look masculine at all.  Very passable.  I think honestly the goth look helps quite a bit.  It's s very feminine subculture, as opposed to say metal, punk or industrial.  I know when I was in high school I dressed goth because it let me get away with extravagant makeup and not look trashy or mismatched.  I think you look great.  Keep being you!

Freyja

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Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 30, 2018, 11:25:29 PM
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on April 30, 2018, 01:33:19 PM
You are absolutely pretty, feminine and passable. And I'm jealous lol.

Thank you but I think you look great too so don't be jealous!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on April 30, 2018, 11:35:34 PM
Quote from: FreyjaValkyrie on April 30, 2018, 04:03:47 PM
Good gracious you don't look masculine at all.  Very passable.  I think honestly the goth look helps quite a bit.  It's s very feminine subculture, as opposed to say metal, punk or industrial.  I know when I was in high school I dressed goth because it let me get away with extravagant makeup and not look trashy or mismatched.  I think you look great.  Keep being you!

Freyja


Thank you for the compliment!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Maria77 on May 03, 2018, 11:05:12 PM
Quote from: TicTac on April 28, 2018, 12:35:25 PM
I do not know how to dance though...yet lol. Hey, thanks for the compliment though!

I am surprised so many people think I look good dressed in Goth (not complaining) as I was expecting a very different reaction lol. So that is good!

If you liked being Goth then why stop? There is no age limit to the look if that is why you stopped.

Thanks!

Goth  is a cute look for you. It's also a cool subculture where we are (mostly) accepted.   I suppose I am still goth-live in a Victorian home, dress in long skirts for work and generally wear black-just not all of the time anymore.  I also still make electronic gloom music, lol.   
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on May 05, 2018, 12:43:21 AM
Quote from: Maria77 on May 03, 2018, 11:05:12 PM
Goth  is a cute look for you. It's also a cool subculture where we are (mostly) accepted.   I suppose I am still goth-live in a Victorian home, dress in long skirts for work and generally wear black-just not all of the time anymore.  I also still make electronic gloom music, lol.

You live in a Victorian Home? OMG I am so jealous. Did you paint it black lol? Honestly I totally would. My own comment reminds me of that one song from type o negative lol. Also, thank you for the compliment! You make music? That is awesome!
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Viktor_01 on May 17, 2018, 04:49:09 PM
Goth? Cool! You're definitely female. :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on May 17, 2018, 06:20:53 PM
Quote from: Viktor_01 on May 17, 2018, 04:49:09 PM
Goth? Cool! You're definitely female. :)

Awesome! Thanks  :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: Sabrina99 on May 23, 2018, 09:00:20 AM
Quote from: TicTac on March 27, 2018, 05:42:03 PM


Picture might be a bit hard to see due to everything being black, so I hope you can see lol

Here is the photo

(https://abload.de/img/meresizezip4c.jpg) (http://abload.de/image.php?img=meresizezip4c.jpg)

Please judge a way lol. Please be 100% honest with me though, thanks.



I think u look gorgeous :)
Title: Re: Do I have a masculine body? (Goth photo inside)
Post by: TicTac on May 25, 2018, 03:09:37 AM
Quote from: Sabrina99 on May 23, 2018, 09:00:20 AM
I think u look gorgeous :)

Thank you for the compliment!  :)