The Dangers Of Loose Silicone Injections: My Own Personal Horror Story
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Meghan Chavalier
2/3/09
I don't usually speak openly about silicone injections because honestly I never thought it was anyone's business what I may have or not have had done to my body to physically transform myself to who I am today. But, after hearing of yet another young transgender woman who died recently from loose silicone injections I thought it best to speak about it openly to let others in the transgender community know just how dangerous this can be.
Ooh, I felt sick reading some of that. Note to self: never, ever do that.
I have heard and seen stories on free silicone. The idea sounds good in theory. No major surgery, just a needle. But the silicone is general industrial silicone, not medical silicone. That is problem one. There is no containment, problem two.
I am kicking around a BA, but I am more inclined to go with saline, than silicone. That stuff is nasty.
Janet
Once that stuff is in, you have no control of where it goes, if it clumps, or if you may have an allergic reaction to it. As told, once there it is very difficult to get rid of. It does not matter if they are trained or not, the injections are a terrible way to go. If you have augmentation down with normal implants at least they can be removed later if there is a problem.
If trans stuff were covered by health insurance (and health insurance were accessible to all), I think silicone injections would practically drop out of existence. A lot of times, I think, people who do it are stuck in a catch 22 where they need money for surgeries but need greater passability in order to get jobs to earn that money. If you don't start off in a position of having enough financial capital to transition, it's a toughie.
Lia
Quote from: Purple Pimp on February 03, 2009, 08:29:01 PM
If trans stuff were covered by health insurance (and health insurance were accessible to all), I think silicone injections would practically drop out of existence. A lot of times, I think, people who do it are stuck in a catch 22 where they need money for surgeries but need greater passability in order to get jobs to earn that money. If you don't start off in a position of having enough financial capital to transition, it's a toughie.
Lia
Non trans people are doing this as well.
Wow. I am sorry to hear that you went through such a bad time. I might get my breasts injected with silicone tomorrow...the question I have for you is that you said that it took 4 years to become a problem??? IM thinking that that may be worth it...I mean 4 years of utter beauty,,,,i dont know.....
Quote from: iris1469 on September 20, 2010, 10:38:32 PM
Wow. I am sorry to hear that you went through such a bad time. I might get my breasts injected with silicone tomorrow...the question I have for you is that you said that it took 4 years to become a problem??? IM thinking that that may be worth it...I mean 4 years of utter beauty,,,,i dont know.....
Why just settle for 4 when you could use that time to save up and get the job done properly and have that beauty for 10, 20, 30... however many years?
Quote from: Osiris on September 20, 2010, 10:42:59 PM
Why just settle for 4 when you could use that time to save up and get the job done properly and have that beauty for 10, 20, 30... however many years?
I am not getting any younger. KNow what I mean. In 5 years ill be 43....ewwww old
Quote from: iris1469 on September 20, 2010, 10:55:21 PM
I am not getting any younger. KNow what I mean. In 5 years ill be 43....ewwww old
43 old? I think someone's reality check has bounced.. My grandmother is in her 80's and doesn't appear to be much more than mid-50's on a bad day.. Look after yourself properly and you can maintain good looks for a long, long time..
Quote from: Dee_pntx on September 20, 2010, 11:14:28 PM
And in 5 years I'll be 55.......... :-\
You think 43 is horrible? Damn.. Grow up.
In 6 weeks I'm having a silicone breast augmentation done with FDA approved Mentor silicone "gummy bear" type implants, done by a DOCTOR and not some jackleg back alley criminal.
They should last me the rest of my life. Even if the shell is breached the stuff will NOT go anywhere else in my body.
Silicone Memory Gel Implants Available with Dr. Hartog (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PjbwySyPKBc#)
(this is not from my doctor)
What you plan to do may last you the rest of your life too, because you will be lucky to make it five years and not DIE from this.
Total cost for my implants, TOTAL COST, bottom line, $5,900....
Do what you will, many, many people have given you advice that is meant to HELP you not hinder you.
If you want to play Russian Roulette like this, well, what can I say.......
Hi are you serious? 5900 for silicone gummy bears? Can you hook me up with your doctors information please? and can I get them for the same amount?????? Heck, ill do that instead!!!
Even going to a doctor in Mexico to have a BA is much smarter than direct silicon pumping from a stranger off of the street. Personally, I think it is better to pay more to get the best. Even in Mexico doctors are required to follow standards although not necessarily as good as doctors in the U.S. This comes down to common sense as I stated in another thread. It comes down to two basic options in life: you either do things the wrong way in order to receive instant results but that will eventually lead to prolonged problems in the future or you do things the right way, take longer to achieve the results, but that will lead to little or no problems in the future. You can eat fast food everyday for convenience and to save money but you will end up paying for it in the future in terms of healthcare costs money wise and life expectancy wise. To put it simply: THINK!
Quote from: iris1469 on September 20, 2010, 10:38:32 PM
Wow. I am sorry to hear that you went through such a bad time. I might get my breasts injected with silicone tomorrow...the question I have for you is that you said that it took 4 years to become a problem??? IM thinking that that may be worth it...I mean 4 years of utter beauty,,,,i dont know.....
Don't do it, you deserve better. Here's more info in the subject:
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http://www.tsroadmap.com/physical/silicone/ (http://www.tsroadmap.com/physical/silicone/)
Quote from: iris1469 on September 20, 2010, 10:38:32 PM
Wow. I am sorry to hear that you went through such a bad time. I might get my breasts injected with silicone tomorrow...the question I have for you is that you said that it took 4 years to become a problem??? IM thinking that that may be worth it...I mean 4 years of utter beauty,,,,i dont know.....
I think women with small breasts are beautiful, and actually find larger breasts to be off putting. But hey, thats just me.
Quote from: Elijah on September 22, 2010, 01:44:39 AM
I think women with small breasts are beautiful, and actually find larger breasts to be off putting. But hey, thats just me.
Yeah.. the idea that men like women with large breasts is mostly a media construct.. most guys don't like them too big..
Quote from: iris1469 on September 20, 2010, 10:55:21 PM
I am not getting any younger. KNow what I mean. In 5 years ill be 43....ewwww old
iris. I really understand what you're getting at there. Time is passing and you quite naturally want results, not chat.
But we all have to think ahead. Markets create charlitans.
The cost of getting botched fixes repaired, will eat into any savings you might have for a decent procedure.
Please be careful.
well, need-less-to-say, she came back with the silicone and guess what I did.................... I told her I had changed my mind >:( and requested my initial 500 back, which believe it or not she gave it back, all 500$. :D
I am usually a very impulsive person and what I grudgingly admit is that I need to have patience ??? BUT even though, according to this forum, i have done the right thing, it feels terrible. A big let down.
Quote from: iris1469 on September 22, 2010, 11:25:50 AM
well, need-less-to-say, she came back with the silicone and guess what I did.................... I told her I had changed my mind >:( and requested my initial 500 back, which believe it or not she gave it back, all 500$. :D
I am usually a very impulsive person and what I grudgingly admit is that I need to have patience ??? BUT even though, according to this forum, i have done the right thing, it feels terrible. A big let down.
Glad to hear of your decision. You really did the right thing! :icon_hug: If you decide to go ahead with it, best to have it done properly and safely.
Z
Quote from: iris1469 on September 22, 2010, 11:25:50 AM
well, need-less-to-say, she came back with the silicone and guess what I did.................... I told her I had changed my mind >:( and requested my initial 500 back, which believe it or not she gave it back, all 500$. :D
I am usually a very impulsive person and what I grudgingly admit is that I need to have patience ??? BUT even though, according to this forum, i have done the right thing, it feels terrible. A big let down.
Good for you, I know it feels bad now, and you wish you had done it, but you would have regretted it, and I'm sure you will be glad you didnt do it
Thanks to this 'forum'...missy....
You (we) might have just improved and lengthened your life.....
We've all (every single one of us M-t-F's here) wanted results, fast quicker, better at certain stages of our transitions...
(But this is NOT what this journey is about)
And if you can learn some home-truths along the way.....?
Some people are still doing this. I could NEVER put something like that into my body.
isis1469: I know how it is. I had an opportunity to kind of speed things up by going the not-so-safe, not-so-legal route. Luckily I had my friends here to talk some sense into me and make me realize that I would end up regretting saying yes to such an opportunity. It was one of the hardest things to say no, and I was pissed off at myself for awhile afterwards but I know it was absolutely the right thing to do.
Quote from: Osiris on September 22, 2010, 01:55:32 PM
isis1469: I know how it is. I had an opportunity to kind of speed things up by going the not-so-safe, not-so-legal route. Luckily I had my friends here to talk some sense into me and make me realize that I would end up regretting saying yes to such an opportunity. It was one of the hardest things to say no, and I was pissed off at myself for awhile afterwards but I know it was absolutely the right thing to do.
yea, same for me
Quote from: iris1469 on September 22, 2010, 11:25:50 AM
well, need-less-to-say, she came back with the silicone and guess what I did.................... I told her I had changed my mind >:( and requested my initial 500 back, which believe it or not she gave it back, all 500$. :D
I am usually a very impulsive person and what I grudgingly admit is that I need to have patience ??? BUT even though, according to this forum, i have done the right thing, it feels terrible. A big let down.
You can be proud of yourself for having done the right thing. Have patience. You don't want to ruin your two girls with silicone injections.
And I think it's very fair of her to have given you the complete sum back.
Calpernia Addams has put a bit of information together about this subject in her blog:
http://www.calpernia.com/getting-real-about-silicone-injections-and-transsexual-women/ (http://www.calpernia.com/getting-real-about-silicone-injections-and-transsexual-women/)
A couple of years ago, Lynn Conway had very gruesome photos on her website about silicone injections in breasts gone wrong. Complete mastectomies necessary... Don't find them any more. But I think that's really not what a woman wants to happen to her body.
Good for you Iris. Put that money aside for a proper Breast Augmentation.
In February 2008 I flew from England to Tunisia (north Africa :D) to get my gummy bears...top quality french ones with a 10 year recommended life.. $2700 plus about $500 for the ten day holiday included.