I used to hear rumors of someones sister who transitioned, and really wanted to meet them, but had no idea how too. I can still remember a converstion in my car with my freinds discussing it and this falling feeling.
Before this conversation I did not think it was possible, this was the early / mid 90's and I thought I was the only person in the world who felt like I did, to know there was another, and it was possible to be the gender I felt, it made my heart race, I still had no idea what to do about what I felt, but for the first time since puberty I had a glimmer of hope rather than crushing sadness and loneleness.