Well, finally found myself and turned over the keys yesterday. I have to admit I'm a bit frightened about where this is going to take me, but I now fully understand myself and all the things I've been doing for as long as i can remember. The weight of the world has been lifted from my shoulders and for the first time in my life I actually feel like me! Kind of Hurray! And Oh my! all at the same time. Well, as I tell everyone else, there are no practice rounds in this life. If this is the ride I've got, then I'm going to enjoy every part of it - I know there will be some pain. I know there will be some heartache. I know almost all my friends and some of my family will want nothing to do with me. Guess what? I don't care! I have to live and I have to be me. Xoxo - here I am!