Tonight, I figured... why not, it had been so long, and the last time I crossdressed I got so depressed.  Here I am 4 months later, my hair is 4 months longer, and I decided to put on my female visage for the first time in a while, and... I feel amazing! I can't believe it, I just feel so darn good about myself! I can't wait to show my gender therapist some pics, and maybe show her just how I see myself... and how determined I am to make a transition :3   

And she said I seemed like I was on the fence >.>

Anyways, just thought I would post something positive for once 

That's awesome! Good for you!!

Try and sit on the fence long enough an you will fall off one direction or the other. 

Good on you Sis.

A nice post from a positive lady.

Hugs and have a great time being you

Cindy

I just wish I could keep such a positive frame of mind going. Maybe someday I'll stop being shy to post pics on the forum 

There is no time table and no rush. You do what you are comfy with and before you know it you will be posting to people who are beginning their lives and enjoy the  experience of  loving sisters and brothers as they wake up.

Hugs

Cindy

So this week has been vacation for me, and in this time I've 1. Finally found my resolve, I told my therapist hands down I have no more doubts that I want to make a transition, and that I want to do anything in my power to get things underway.  That my anxiety and depression are absolutely related to my gender issues.  and 2. Tonight out of the blue, I woke up, got dressed (normal male top and shoes, my girl pants, underwear, and some makeup) and made my way out to my first ever support group meeting. For the first time ever I've met some M2F transsexuals, I've seen the end result and I'm astonished. I want it more than I want to achieve my dreams of love, and being a writer. And as amazingly determined as I feel now, I feel incredibly daunted by the road ahead of me now.

Needless to say, I'll be returning to their meetings anytime I get the right days off.  And from now on, there will be no more questioning from me, aside from how I will make this work, the way I want it to work.

This is so great!! I am happy for you.

Yes! I am very excited, and eager to get things underway.  I am, as I said, very daunted by the work ahead, I've seen the finish line, and its time for me to make my way from the start.   Her voice was.... perfect. I couldn't believe it.  She even taught herself.  She moved, sounded, looked, and acted just as any normal female of my age group would.   I am most envious, and realize now just how male I come across on the outside, and how wrong it feels to me on the inside, that the inside is just like she is, and is desperate to come out. Nothing is more important now.