Quote from: muuu on November 16, 2012, 11:50:17 PM
I think I've lost my personality quite awhile ago, so there isn't much to that... Being me alone doesn't sound very attractive either, I want to be me and not alone.
It's not about being the hottest girl on the planet. It's about not looking horrible, I don't want to send chills down peoples spine whenever they see me. I am disgusted of myself, and I don't want to put others in disgust too.
Nobody is keeping you in that house but you. You are making your life miserable. Stop it! That's the first step to being happy. Crying about your looks to a bunch of people that have been there and are still going strong isn't going to do a thing for you.
Get some courage and go outside.
There's a TON of people out there who will praise you for being brave enough to be yourself and give you credit for being who you are. Anybody who sees it as a negative is not even worth dwelling over, because the opinion comes from a worthless human being.
There are some very, very "ugly" transsexuals out there that hold their head high and smile. They do what they want, act how they want, live how they want... they are truly free and happy. I'm sure they send chills down peoples spine all day long but I totally admire them for still being so cheerful, alive, and themselves. I love them... and I'm sure many others do too. They are truly wonderful people to come across.
Damn near all of us started out "ugly", I'm sure... except the ones that started when they were in their early teens or earlier. We got therapy, hormones, facial surgeries, sex changes, breasts implants, friends, family, love, acceptance, jobs, on so on in order to be happy. There's nothing preventing you from getting what you want, but you have to go out there and reach for it. If you really think you're too hideous for it to work, guess what... there are millions of fugly girls on this planet and they're strong enough to live... why can't you? Are you that superficial? That hard on yourself? Yeah you are pretty hard on yourself... you're trying to convince us that it's okay for you to give up when you haven't even tried!
But sit there in that house and rot. I guess that's a fate better than being ugly. Should I admire you? Should anybody?
