Quote from: muuu on November 22, 2012, 05:24:37 PM
Well, you guys don't have to answer to my rant posts, I don't know, I just want to try to get it out to try to stop my "arguing" with myself.
They have accepted me for HRT, and they're kinda pushing things for laser treatment and some plastic surgeon (to let me know more what SRS does or something, even though it's years in the future).
Even though nobody at the local hospital, in the psychiatric part, knows how to deal with anyone who's TS, so I can't really see anyone from here. My clinical social worker is trying to find somebody, asking the neighbor city and some LGBT places if they know any.
Things are going forward, an I do get help.
I just pend between anxious and depressive periods. When I'm anxious I'll almost be incapable of doing anything, and I just look in the mirror to make sure things are as horrible as I thought. While depressive I'm sleeping most of the time and can't really bring myself to do anything at all.
I can't call around, I hate to call or talk, because I guess of social phobia. I hate having anyone around me because of how I look, and I hate being touched because then they can feel how big I am.
I am just stuck, unable to do anything by myself (luckily I have others to do it for me), other than worsening things.
Honestly im a bit confussed now,
out from what I read I thought you where in a procces to get permission or had been rejejcted but now you say your got your homones. is it your refering to the rest of the things, for getting ffs and surgery? please clear this up for me.
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I think you should follow Stephes advice, find someone who is transfriendly and then go there just to talk, Theyre ment to listen and it would be good to get someone to talk. it might not practically help on whatever situation you have but mentally it could make you better to get hold on alot of those things.
