Hi Joanna, you're looking great for six weeks post! Your surgeon did well. I attribute your concerns to transition blues, which affect most of us. The best way to combat these blues is to get up and go out every day after about day 7 post-op, even if it's just for one hour a day. In my case, I looked like a zombie and people gave me these sympathetic stares, for example when I went to the JP Gaultier exhibit at the De Young Museum in SF. Returning from the De Young via taxi was diffcult, as taxis were in short supply, and so I was surprised in no small way when people invited me to join them in their cab 🙂 I guess it was out of pity. Going out as a post-op zombie thus comes with some unexpected privileges, but most importantly, it gets you out of the post-op rut that otherwise takes over. Not that any of this still applies to you now -- you're long past the zombie stage. Go out and show the world your fabulous new self. Hugs, Beatrice