Damn girl..what are you soo concerned and worried about?? You are passable. You are full time you are a woman..Quit referring to yourself as "trans" It will be a huge step for you if you quit worrying and just be the woman you are. All women desire to be with someone and have someone to be close to. It is not conducive just to TS lol! You are making too big an issue of this. Relax..You need to be very heappy that you are total and attractive. Yes, you can probably work with the voice. Try raising it a bit in pitch then bringing it down, but not quit as low as you have it. Think about how you are pronouncing words and sentences..Women are more defined and you need to be more upbeat in your speech patterns. You have nothing to be depressed about. A lot of women would like to look llike you. You will find someone in time. Trust me.