Hello my name is Katie and I have been thinking for a while that I am a transgender ftm but then there are times that I am not so sure anymore. I am extrely confused and would aprreciate any advice I could get part of me is ready to take the next step but another part would prefer if I just stayed this way I am uncomfertable with either decision and wouldlove that extra advice on y next step

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Hi Xander, welcome from Boston! Just hang around and soak up the atmosphere if you like until you sort yourself out. Glad you found the site, hugs, Devlyn

Hi Xander and welcome. Read all that you can and feel free to ask any questions that you may have.

Hi Katie.    Welcome to Susan's Place.
I went through a questioning phase - it lasted for decades.
A gender therapist might be able to help you sort of your feelings.
Interacting with the FtM community here may help you figure some stuff out too.
Good luck to you.

I would just give yourself time & not start in any course of action; hormones or surgery wise until you are 100% without any doubts.  If you are still young, you have time to grow into the person you truly are.