Okay. So I am new here, and I said a little about myself in my introduction post, but I want to go into a little more detail. Maybe someone can help me.
So I don't know much about my birth, having grown up with adoptive parents. They have pretty straight forward veiws of gender; You have male and female and a few hermaphrodites. When I was growing up anything else was not talked about. They acknowledged lgb but not t, and even questions on lgb were discouraged. They are really lovely people but I feel they cant help me.
I feel strongly that I am both male and female inside. It's not a simple desire to have the best of both worlds as some people have said, or a fleeting fancy, but ever since my middle teens I haven't felt completely comfortable being female. For years I'e secretly experimented with clothing and things and find I like to wear a mix. Sometimes I feel inside that I may be a person who might be intersexed, or who should start a transition surgery and go part way.
I also go to a counsellor who says I could be both, but other then that I'm clueless as to what to do. I would like to know if anyone feels like this or knows what I can do