Hi Hikaru,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop in and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
At your age, you have all he Tim in the old to figure out ho you are, so don't worry about putting labels on yourself, just yet. If it tarts o concern you too much, find a professional gender therapist. They can help you define who you really are. Thank oh for sharing, this important part of your life with us.
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine