I don't post here much and I'm just really excited that I got 25 more days until I start the hormones on January 3!! It's been a long journey for me since iI was a young one. As a little kid I realized something was wrong when I was jealous of other girls, feeling so unlucky to not have been born as such. I would always look in curiosity and jealousy of what if. Never told anyone because quite frankly I was scared and didn't know what I was, I felt so creepy and weird. Here is a guy raised in a traditional catholic home who feels that she should have been born in the opposite body, a girl who sees her body developing in all the wrong ways, a girl who feels disgusted, a girl who feels lost. It wasn't until winter of 2011 did I realize that I'm trans and took another year to start coming out as something and four months ago finally to everyone as not transgender but as a woman. For me its been a long wait and a wait that will be so worth it in the end and I just really can't wait til I get in control of my body and finally become the girl I've always been!
