Quote from: andy_pap on January 11, 2013, 07:01:41 PM
Thank you for the link I did not know there was one  in Nottingham (a buss ride a way)

There seem to be others to the Northwest as well. Google is a marvelous thing. Definitely check with local  folk to see whether they endorse them, assuming you can find ways to contact them.

Dear Andy,
        I think I know how you feel. It is hard to explain these feelings. I just posted for some help with my own feelings. I have never had sex with a female at all, I use to think when I would see females and find them attractive I was straight, but what I was really attracted to was being like them myself. I have crossdressed and masturbated with the image of having sex with a man.
There is a part of me that knows it would feel so right to have sexual relations with a man as a woman,let me know if these are feelings you have had.matty

Yes all of that but this is only a small part of what it in my head

I started to masturbate because I heard it lowers testosterone in the body I thort it would slow things down I don't knot if it worked

Hi Andy,

Quote from: andy_pap on January 14, 2013, 04:32:35 AM
I started to masturbate because I heard it lowers testosterone in the body I thort it would slow things down I don't knot if it worked

It does lower testosterone, but only for a very short time. Maybe a few hours only, while the body naturally replenishes supply. You will need to see an Endocronoligist to make this a permanent reduction.

Huggs
Catherine

That was years ago

What was years ago?

Thinking masturbating will lower testosterone for along time I gesed as my voice cracked and face fur started to grow
Any effect was minimal

I know this sounds contradictory to the last comment but it was something I did

I am trying to open up as much as I can on here as I find it hard to talk about it at home plus  my speech is not that loud so I don't want to repeat it

I finally pick up the phone and called the doctors and asked way that did not get back to me
  Thay said I was on a waiting list to see someone about it