Just got a new haircut today! So I took some photos and then I realised I had taken photos in this location like 3-4 years prior!
So back then...
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Here's a pic I look showing how I look when I'm not trying to look pretty. I felt bad and I was beating myself up for being an ugly boy... Plus I hated my curly hair. Still do, which is why I straighten it to avoid looking like THIS again.
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Here's me with no hurr. Dunno why I cut it all off... I think I just wanted to look cleaner.
And now!
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15 months or so along, and trying to look pretty vs not trying, plus a distance of about 4 years. I've changed quite a bit.