Hello I'm male from south Korea I'm 20 yrs old I am really new to these kind of forums and pretty new about the whole transgender and crossdresser world

But the reason I decided to join and commute with the people here I met a lady by a social chat whom I was talking for a long time who is a lesbian and she believed that there was a woman inside of me. I'm not going to metion the name of the social chat but I liked to log in as female with female avatar, I liked to dress her different clothes and like chatting around with people with that avatar.

And then I met this lady who is a lesbian and told me that she could see that there was a woman inside of me

and I think that is true because there were times when I liked to wear woman clothes, I loved to wear pantyhose it made me feel so great and just being in woman outfit was just great, but years after just about a week ago I put on the panties again because the woman wanted to help me in the discovery of myself and encouraged me to put on some pantyhose.... it did felt great again! I really liked the way my legs felt with my fingers and when I was walking around it with it it felt so great too but after like hours later I felt kinda disgusted...

some aspects in my life time that outlines me having a female part is that

during my masturbation's I feel a lot more excited when I'm taking the female role and imagining that a guy is ->-bleeped-<-ing me and kissing my whole body (although I do enjoy Penni's masturbation's too I'm not gay)

Another thing is that I believe that I would feel more peaceful and more myself if I would express myself in a female way

well I'm not really sure about that, I'm fine being a male and never actually questioned about my sexuality but I do think that theres a woman inside of me and IM not sure if its real because I ha vent really gone to the discovery process but I'm planning on trying on some more female cloths like high heels, bra and long hair to see how does it feel

with all that said in your opinion does that makes me more an crossdresser or should I go deeper and find out if I'm really a female within?

sry for my bad English...

Hello

I hope you find what your looking for here on your journey of self-discovery. I'm not going to lie, it will be very difficult to discern your true self from the tangle of who you think you are.

You will have doubts, as most of us have had. None of us can really tell you if you are a cross dresser or transgender; because none of us can read your mind and know your past or what you think in its entirety.

This forum can only be your guide to self discovery. Feel free to ask others questions about their own self discovery, read various different threads.

PS- I can understand your english quite well.

-Skye

Quote from: Sky-Blue on January 21, 2013, 10:07:05 AM
Hello

I hope you find what your looking for here on your journey of self-discovery. I'm not going to lie, it will be very difficult to discern your true self from the tangle of who you think you are.

You will have doubts, as most of us have had. None of us can really tell you if you are a cross dresser or transgender; because none of us can read your mind and know your past or what you think in its entirety.

This forum can only be your guide to self discovery. Feel free to ask others questions about their own self discovery, read various different threads.

PS- I can understand your english quite well.

-Skye

Well said Skye.

You may wish to take these points you raised,up with a gender therapist John. They would be best qualified to help you navigate those uncharted waters.

Keep in touch and let us know how you are coping

Huggs
Catherine

I have similar feelings as you. Though I am much older. All my life I have suppressed acting out thoughts of being a woman. Even as a young boy I had these thoughts. I envy women. They are so fine. When I put on womens clothes I feel good. But I have only done this in private and mostly alone because my wife is heterosexual and does not like me as a woman. Since we work different hours and I sleep alone most days of the week that is my time to enjoy wearing womens underwear and sleepwear. Since you are single you have some freedom to explore this matter without hurting a spouse. Best wishes for you. Your English is good.