I had an issue with my shot last week and lost over half the oil from the injection site...so my T is probably really low (getting period like cramps too, ugh). Tried to do a half dose tonight to tide me over til next time and lo and behold, I hit a vein. That did it for me, since I had family issues today and was misgendered. Broke down and stuff.
Fortunately Keairaface was there and she basically had to tell me I turn into a wreck every time my T is too low and that it needs to stop, lmao. Somehow that put it into perspective for me...I guess knowing that having low T makes dysphoria and things go sky high, reassures me that it will end when I get the hormones sorted out.
I'm lucky to have her around. She understands that it hurts but she also knows sometimes I need to be brought back down to earth to be OK.